#soapkin

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me if I was a slime -w-

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Im so. Sososo mad at this stupid fucking fandom who half the fans are gamer men who's day job is to say slurs on live chat or teenage girls who think soldiers are hot and then proceed to make up whatever the fuck they want about us.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN I'M SCARED OF DOGS MY BOYFRIEND HAS A GERMAN SHEPHERD. HER NAME IS RILEY AND I LOVEY HER SO MUCH

-Soap/Johnny (#🧼🔫)

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[scene118]

yayy 🛁 if im not too late for the food kin thing...

ITS NEVER TO LATE FOR U ESTE <3<3 i went w taiyaki bc shes one of my fav food souls <3 and she is a symbol of good fortune and well that made me think of u a bit LOL 

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captain price, i love you. gaz, ghost, roach, youre on thin fucking ice (jk) -soap (cod: modern warfare)

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im so sorry lt. it isn't canon but i said and did some horrible things to you and couldn't apologize before i died. if i had lived then, i would've said it was me mum's fault. it wasn't.

i'm sorry simon.

our love was divine, i promise.

i shouldn't have pretended otherwise.

-a johnny "soap" mactavish fictionkin with noncanon memories and extreme catholic guilt

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[fictionkinfessions]

So this is a follow up to that Johnny/Soap who sent in a post a few weeks ago about having Ghost so close yet so far anyway update WE'RE DATING NOW I WIN LIFE

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[fictionkinfessions]

Knowing hes so close to me, that he's /right there in front of me/ but not knowing if its ok to go back to the way things were before is killing me inside. I very gently cut his hair earlier and i KNOW i'm gonna be thinking about that for MONTHS

God i wish i could just hold him properly again but nothing in my life constitues that as an option right now.

-Soap (cod) who has a phat crush on his Ghost

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I miss you, Ghost. I miss you like hell. I know we didn't exactly have the most normal of lives with being part of 141 and all, but we loved each other. I miss that. I hope wherever the hell you ended up, you're doin alright. I'm here to watch your back, Lt, all you gotta do is call for me.

- Soap (🧼🪖)

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