#sobrietyjournal

[alexandralauren92]

so this morning i woke up balling. i don't even remember what i was dreaming about, but i felt alone. so alone. 

but then beau and i went on a long walk in the snow and since then its been a much better day. yay for dogs and xanax!

[alexandralauren92]

You are the fire on my apartment floor

16 stories, id rather burn than fall.

Goodbye old friend,

Goodbye, Goodnight, 

I'll move on You'll call it fate, I'll call it karma

We had our time, it was fun While it lasted

I'll look back, with honor and no regrets I won't be mad, won't feel bad These memories will never leave me

Don't be sad 'Cause life goes on, life goes on

It's getting too late Tomorrow is here

[alexandralauren92]

when you try to make a doctors appointment but you're uncontrollably crying and sound crazy. 

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sneeqer replied to your post “I mean the quote unquote real reason isn’t, like, thoughtless mania...”

yesssss i love it. you are so important and strong and loved, my wife xoxoxo

echolikebells replied to your post “ALSO the response to rose tat has been “jesus fucking christ Alex” and...”

GET IT AS SOON AS YOUR SIX MONTHS OR WHATEVER IS UP, IGNORE THE NAYSAYERS

sobrietyjournal replied to your post “ALSO the response to rose tat has been “jesus fucking christ Alex” and...”

do it! do it! ur post about the meaning behind it was lovely and perfect

psychomantiums replied to your post “I mean the quote unquote real reason isn’t, like, thoughtless mania...”

I fully support this and I am amazed at anyone who doesn't tbh

lochofness replied to your post “I mean the quote unquote real reason isn’t, like, thoughtless mania...”

there needs to be a double heart option for favoriting posts like this one, y'know?

nononoabsolutelynot replied to your post “ALSO the response to rose tat has been “jesus fucking christ Alex” and...”

I say do it. Harry would also say DO IT.

I just want you all to know I am screaming aND IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU at my computer at present

[never2old4this]

sobrietyjournal replied to your post “I’m like, super bad at keeping up, and replying in time, and doing...”

luv u. ummm please send me what snax u like, I would love to send u an AMERICA PACKAGE!!!!!! (or at least a nyc package)

OMG I WOULD LOVE AN AMERICA/NYC PACKAGE!!!! I'm easy to please tbh, just maybe no red swedish fish???? OH WAIT, Fig NEwtonsssssss!!!!!! I can't think of anything else, I DID NOT EAT ENOUGH WHILE IN THE US

[never2old4this]

sobrietyjournal replied to your post:likeliterallydead replied to your post:Hey, no...

i put big payno on at work lolololol I LOVE IT

I am SOOOOO jealous that you get to put on your own music........I have to listen to "All I Want For Christmas" in the version with BIEBER, and also twice an hour an announcement from Lady Gaga and Tony Bennett about their "new album 'Cheek to Cheek' " being "IN STORES NOW", and also "BUY GIFT CARDS!!!!!!!!!" If I could put on my own music, I would play WHALE NOISES all day just so people calm the fck down and stop being mean and horrible to us

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herstrionics replied to your post “TUMBLR-AT-LARGE WHO IS YOUR DREAM CASTING FOR A POC FEMALE LEAD IN A...”

tessa thompson!

OH DUH!!!!!!!!

sobrietyjournal replied to your post “TUMBLR-AT-LARGE WHO IS YOUR DREAM CASTING FOR A POC FEMALE LEAD IN A...”

JASIKA NICOLE!! ALWAYS!! WHAT A LOVELY AND FUNNY AND WONDERFUL PERSON!! although she's early 30s but has a very young face ??

Ahhhh thank! Will look into!

[buttercreamdicks]

sobrietyjournal replied to your post “I respect other people’s feelings on “Spaces” but it is the soundtrack...”

that fav is for pushing the mystery machine down a ravine

Rmr he also smashes the windshield in with the British equivalent of a baseball bat I still don't know what that would be  Cricket?  Fischerspooner?