What is the most special feature about your partner?
Then there's.. Well, I don't know if you could call it her feature, since I guess it's more an ability, but Idon'tcare.
It's how her presence alone is calming. It's how her presence makes everything bad in my head disappear. Thoughts, doubts, all of that just disappears when she's with me.
Yeah, I think that's the most amazing and special thing about her.
Ahhh. Have you ever experienced laughing so hard your stomach hurts and you can't barely breathe? And to make things worse, you have to keep the sounds to yourself?
Yeah. I'm used to secretly laughing so when I laugh, it's usually silent, restrained or something like that. Unless I couldn't hold it any longer.
But ever since I started spending more time with you. It's so weird that I always end up laughing at the top of my lungs. It's-- It's weird. e _ e I don't know why... it's like, idon'tknowyourreactionsaretooprecioussometimesIendsupcrackingupsohardthemaidwouldgivemealookormymomorthekids e ___ e
I mean, it's not that hard to make me laugh. Let alone, make me laugh real hard and loud, specially when I'm with my friends. (back in highschool, my friends would pissed off at my laugh coz it's so friggin ugly e___e until now, it's still ugly so yeah, i still manage to pissed my college friends eheheheuee) but when talking to someone online (ie: Adi. Since I talked to her 99.9% of the time and she's like the only one I talk to, or the only who I can stand to talk to---- idon'tliketalkingtopeoplethatmuchatcertaintimeandcircumstances;i'measilyexhaustedit'sbad--- you and adi are excemptions tho. idk why u-u ) I always, ALWAYS, keep my voice down. "No sound. Don't make any sounds."
My point is.... idon'treallyknowwhatmypointis.. I just want to tell you that you make me laugh. sobs. orz.
Yeah... ; n ;
yeah... e _ e
this was supposed to be a cheesy letter that would make you awwwwww. e ________ e i have no idea what happened. It just ended up being.... suck-ish.
Idon'tknowhowtoendthisletteromg
I'll be home soon. And by home, I mean you. -smiles- see you soon, baby. I'll be looking forward to pictures and videos, ne? I love you.
