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I'd like to get to know my mutuals better, maybe even invite to game/voice chat with me, and i need to get over my fears surrounding that (i haven't done it in a long time so i'm socially rusty/nervous)
So my friend loves playing Resident evil and she was telling me how she really, really wants a jacket that is similar to Leon’s jacket. And I went shopping today, so naturally I went “I’m gonna get that jacket for her.” Anyways, so I was searching through a bunch of jackets and I kept sending photos to my other friend so she can help me pick the right one. We found one but it wasn’t in her size. So guess what I did? I asked a worker if they have the jacket in a medium size. That’s right guys. I ASKED someone. I am so proud of myself??? The lengths I will go for my friend :)
ok bye for real now I’m going to socialise and maybe play blackjack
i cant socialise, can't even be comfortable with being outside of my house. and so, i cant participate in any activities where i can hang out with people i wanna hang out with. and so, i don't know what they're doing recently, what they're up to. and so, we get further apart.
i cant even say good things to comfort someone who's struggling. i cant help anyone. i'll only make things worse. i cant even "be that person to go to" because i wasn't born with the ability to sympathise with others. and the ability to simply not say bad stuff to worsen their feelings. i can't say anything nice. and so, we get further apart.
i don't know the social rules. no one taught me. but everyone except me somehow managed to know what to say, presents to give, when to hug... guess what, i don't understand all those things. why am i like this... am i just not made to even get slightly closer to others?? am i just not suitable for any sorts of relationships? i dont even know the meaning of "friendship". and so, we get further apart.
and, it's not even about not being able to make friends or sustain friendships. i hurt others simply by initiating a relationship. i should be left alone. i should die alone. feels like my existence is for nothing but to hurt people i know. and to watch them suffer while not being able to help.
¿Y los docentes cómo hacemos? 🪫
It's alright but I rather get a shandy out of the pub. New it @aldiuk it tastes different from what I remember. 🤔 #aldiuk #socialise https://www.instagram.com/p/ClBVq9fooi_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=