#softenedimmortality

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RANDOM STARTER FOR: @softenedimmortality​

❝I’m fine.❞ He says this while aggressively biting into a candy bar, ❝do I look like I’m NOT fine? ❞    

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🍻+“ do you love me ?”

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Send 🍻 + a question for an honest (and drunk) ki

 ❝—Yes,❞ he says. Ki was always fairly blunt, sometimes to the point of brutal honesty. Being drunk only amplified this fact. And while this truth wasn’t so brutal, it was one that still deeply impacted them both. He smiles at Hyungjoon, takes another sip of his beer. ❝I think—❞ he pauses, trying to string together the right words. He was far from sober at this point. ❝I think…You affected me from the start,❞ his face is a little more serious now. ❝I never cared before, but with you—it’s like it was almost inevitable. I couldn’t shake it and...and I didn’t want to.❞ He nods a little, feeling a bit vulnerable. It’s not a feeling he’s used to. Hyungjoon brought out a lot of feelings Ki wasn’t used, because he made him FEEL.

And then, after a long pause:

❝Also, I think you’re going to have to carry me home.❞

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"You don't think I'm a burden, do you?"

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❝Never,❞ he answers honestly. He’d never felt burdened by Hyungjoon, a bit confused maybe. But that was simply because Ki had never truly felt attached to anyone, especially not like this. The fact of the matter was, he wouldn’t stick around if Hyungjoon didn’t mean something to him. Because even when he played his little games, even when he slept around—eventually it would end one way or the other. He’d never bothered to attempt to push anyone away for the reasons he did with Hyungjoon, for the sole reason of not wanting to hurt them. He’d never CARED and that was the difference. And deep down Ki knows that the things he does, the people he hurts, and the reckless way he lives—he knows how it affects Hyungjoon. Knows that he himself can be a BURDEN. ❝Besides, I think I cause you a lot more trouble than you cause me.❞

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this about sums things up @softenedimmortality

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STALKER AU: @softenedimmortality​

Ki wasn’t used to this feeling, wasn’t used to wanting. At least, not really. Not like this. It was overwhelming, something he couldn’t quite explain. When Ki met Hyungjoon, something inside himself felt---different, something inside him changed. And not for the better.

Ki had been watching Hyungjoon for a while now, wanted to know everything about the other. And maybe part of it was because Ki wanted to know what it was about him that actually made him feel something. But that wasn’t the only reason, he was simply addicted. Addicted to the feeling the other gave him, even by just seeing him. Seeing how he was in his every day life, how he interacted with others, every detail about Hyungjoon kept Ki watching.

Sometimes when Hyungjoon came into the restaurant Ki worked at, for brief moments he’d get to speak to him, to be near him. That was something he’d always craved, always wanted. It’s why he always watched him otherwise, because he needed to be close to him. Whatever way he could do that didn’t matter to him. 

But watching wasn’t enough anymore, brief conversations weren’t enough either. Because Ki WANTED Hyungjoon, he wanted him badly. So the next time they meet, the next time they strike up a conversation, Ki decides to test the waters. ❝ Hey, I get off in fifteen minutes. How would you feel about maybe getting a drink? ❞

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@softenedimmortality visited the noodle shop !

“Here, have something to eat.” He sets the bowl of soba in front of the boy. Now, he knew of vampires and werewolves, and he had a feeling this boy was something along those lines. Yoobin and Dominic often checked in with him. “Are you alright?”

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CLOSED STARTER FOR: @softenedimmortality

❝I don’t understand, if I tell you HOW I killed a guy---suddenly I’m ‘oversharing’. But if I don’t tell you I killed someone at all, then I’m being untruthful? I’m getting mixed signals here.❞

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MOODBOARD: Ki + Hyungjoon aes board ( @softenedimmortality )

↳ ‘ I’ve got nothing for you to gain ‘ // ‘ dear heart, why him? ‘