#somatic npd

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Somatic NPD

(appearance based)

Color scheme based on the idea of a beautiful blooming flower

Cerebral NPD

(Intelligence based)

Color scheme based on the brain and gold medals or awards

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Somatic NPD culture is I’d pretend to love anyone if they paid me enough <3

Being paid for affection is my favorite thing, I love having a sugar daddy. Yesssss tell me my body and time is worth thousands, it’s pointless to give anyone my attention unless they make it worth my time

I’m in a hell of my own making and am now incapable of being invested in anyone unless there’s money involved

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Somatic NPD Playlist

Somatic NPD: Narcissism that is mostly body-based, including symptoms like hypersexuality, body dysmorphia, and materialism

• Blame Brett - The Beaches

• Primadonna - Marina and The Diamonds

• Issues - Mindless Self Indulgence

• Mean girls - Charli xcx

• Literal Legend - Ayesha Erotica

• Bubblegum Bitch - Marina and The Diamonds

• Don’t Touch - Lil Mariko

• Window - Salvia

• Runway - Stunna Girl

• Perfect Day - Salvia

• Only Famous For my Tits - Elita

• I’m So Hot - Chrissy Chlapecka

• Hi, I’m A Slut - Lil Mariko

• Flamboyant - Dorian Electra

• STUPID - Ashnikko

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NPD and Asexuality/Hypersexuality

Never seen this talked about, so I’m going to share my experience

I’m both asexual and hypersexual. Asexual describes my lack of attraction and hypersexual describes my (unhealthy) sexual compulsions. I don’t find people sexually appealing, but I’m a somantic narcissist, meaning I get supply from using my body. I seduce people or they come on to me, then I sleep with them for the supply, despite not enjoying it in any sexual way.

I am also placiosexual - also known as stone in the lesbian community - meaning I don’t let anyone reciprocate any sexual acts. I ONLY give pleasure and NEVER receive. The reason for this is simply because I get absolutely no supply from receiving pleasure and I find the experience all-around repulsive. In general, I find people a turn off, which is why I never fantasize about anyone when I’m alone.

The amount of supply I get from giving sexual pleasure is high, so it’s my main source. Despite the fact I don’t enjoy sex, I crave it all the time so I can fill my supply again. When I’m in a relationship, I have even higher needs, because I start to not get supply from my partner. In my eyes, having sex with a romantic partner isn’t as much of a compliment as having sex with a stranger. I always need more of a rush, a more obvious display that someone is attracted to me, even if I find them unappealing

I think a lot of my traits overlap with HPD, which is why I consider myself to have HPD traits as well as the NPD

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Me everyday trying to solve the puzzle of why I have so much sex even though I’m asexual and don’t enjoy it and don’t even like people:

My somatic NPD: