Could someone please maybe just shoot me.. Please get it over with. I beg you.... Im so sick of being judged for things that I do. For who I am. I'm sorry that I don't have a job that I work 12-14-16 hour days. Im sorry that I can't sit at home depressed all the time and play Facebook games and watch reruns of The First 48. That's just not me. Please stop judging me to my face, guilt tripping me and making it seem like I'm the bad person. Please stop trying to make it seem like you didn't live like this before I moved in. I know I'm a horrible person. A stupid, dumb, cant have one job for my whole life, just plain stupid person. Thank you for reminding me. Each time you have judged me. Please can it end somehow or some way. I have just had enough and emotionally and physically my body is done and wants to shut down..