#something something ptsd

[halfelven]

i honestly hate living like this. why am i finding essays in my documents i don’t remember writing about books and stories i don’t remember reading for classes i cannot name. why is everything always so fractured???? i don’t feel real for stretches of time or i feel like someone else and then i can’t even remember them

[simplykodos]

i graduated hs 9yrs ago today and yesterday i spent all day having panic attack after panic attack. soooo safe to say 18yo me would be A Bit Annoyed with how life has turned out