#sometimesimsad

[mzhlz]

I listen to sad music when im sad, not because i want to feel sad or stay sad..

..its because i dont know how to validate or honour that feeling and music seems to do that.

Music makes my sad glad... and i dont know if that makes sense, or if it should or if thats even normal but...music.

[mzhlz]

Mexico made me invisible.

Ive stood out, my whole life. Always somehow different... foreign.

I felt like i came home, somehow my face was lost in the crowd of faces and for the very first time in my life, i felt home.

Like that was where i belonged, like my soul came home.

Being in my actual home, i feel foreign, even in the place where i grew up. Like somehow i was in the wrong place and couldnt understand why i always wanted to leave.

[mzhlz]

Being human and being a person shouldnt be mutually exclusive and yet, for some it is.

#peoplearehardwork

[mzhlz]

Im not you, i cant be, because you are you. but if youd let me, even for a moment, id try to read the pages of the story you tell and all the words you chose not to say. I cannot carry your burdens, but i can carry you, even if only for a moment. I can hold your hand when you weather the storm, i can anchor you when the waves try to pull you away, i can love you even if i dont know how, i will try and i can wait for you to come home, so that you do.

I cant be you, i need to be me, so that i can have the privilege of knowing you.

[mzhlz]

Why is it when you stop feeling lonely... you suddenly want to be alone?

[mzhlz]

Feelings suck, sometimes.

[camismile]

He llegado a la conclusión de que soy una persona miserable, triste, vacía, abandonada por mí misma y aislada intencionalmente de quienes me rodean; no sé por qué, en verdad no lo sé. Supongo que es un terror interno al fracaso, a la decepción al abandono de los otros. Temo perderlos, temo perderme más de lo que ya estoy, y me frustra, me pesa el alma; como una pesadez en el pecho que no me deja sonreír, no me permite sentir, que no me deja vivir.

Aveces me siento triste.

[perfectlyimperfectttxx]

Y'know what sucks?

Just wanting all the love and affection in the world by a human being and I don't think I'm ever going to have that. Lol