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BABY GO TO SLEEP .. and don’t apologize!!! i love reading everything u have to say i just have BAD memory so i try to respond to all of it but genuinely just forget. i’m so sorry about the nausea tho it sucks and id rather have NOTHINGsjnfgk than a headache or that naur thank u. and yes omg… the ex concept pics were the cutest thing ever. their makeup artists always have them looking so pretty especially during killin it era when they all had highlighter on their nose and cheeks ohhhh I miss it..

U HAVE ME UPSRT READING THESE DRAFTS BC I ENER THEM OUT RITHT NOW . but no pressure 😇Promise.. haha. no please don’t feel any rush to finish them and post i’m more than happy to wait and i’m sure ur other readers are too!! especially the last one i luv the trope so bad. and the Others™️ too trust.. i just need to be normal rn.and that isn’t helping!!/!:!

yeah i’ve maxed out on trying to remember all that u said i hope i got it 😵‍💫ANYWAY!! u have a gorgeous jiung filled mind 🐰

omg the art???23$ i forgot to mention how good it is. artists always blow my mind cuz what do u mean u can do that… especially artists that draw piwon their works r always SOOOO cute and cool 🐰 shout out to u all luv u

it’s a long story basically i went to bed really late but had to get up early to buy tickets for a concert later that same day and then when i came back to my dorm it was a combo of still being wired but also my roommate not wanting to go to bed for a while so our lights were on until super late…but then i had to get up that early to catch my flight 😭😭 speaking of i did go to the jiung photospots i got pics of my little jiung doll there 🙂‍↕️ i hope you’ve gotten some sleep too 💔💔

no worries!!! my memory isn’t that great plus i have the easy way responding since i just need to scroll up to see everything 😮‍💨

i ended up having a great time anyway that weekend with my family and stuff so i don’t even think about the vomiting that much when i remember that time it’s more like a goofy fact about that weekend in my mind than a bad memory tbh if that makes sense 😭😭

killin it era pics were so good 😭😭 ginger jiung…come back to me please…theo with the ponytail UGH and i loved seobies hat. idk if it’s a hot take but i also really like the concepts with the fake cuts??

i am hoping to have more piwon meal to offer in the new year ‼️‼️‼️ when i come back home i will hopefully use my free time to write…i know i’ve gotten a few requests to finish my reaction for maknae line…the bsf to lovers i feel like intimidates me bc i just have sm i wanna put in it and make the scenes super detailed so i haven’t worked on it recently :’) plus i really do wanna finish some other stuff for the other members like i really do love all of them im ot6 i swear 😭😭😭 i guess i have some evil jiung demon on my shoulder talking in my ear i need to balance out the proportions on my ml 😭😭😭 but those three i am Determined to finish plus vampjiung…maybe proposal jiung…

i’m too ungiepilled 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

also fr like piwon artists are sooo talented ‼️‼️ i feel ike the piwon fanartists you can really tell who’s who and it’s still their style it’s just so well done plus i really love seeing how like the more character style (?) artists do their eyes 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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well yes of course share anything u want to!!! i forgot to ss to respond to everything so this will all be from memory (it’s terrible). i’m glad ur ok tho omg i haven’t thrown up in years thankfully cuz i hate it truly. and ALL THE IDEAS U HAVE FOR JIUNG HELLOOOOOO!! i just know they’re so good

yeah i had to exit here to figure out what else u said bc i was blank already. but that class sounds so fun and th resting 😇AND YES U GET IT i was half asleep typing my message to u so i meant to say it’s my favorite look on idols like literally anyone. it compliments features so well especially if u use the right shade ugh… and i do my makeup like that too!!!! it is just so pretty i Love it 🐰if u said anything else im saur sorry im in too deep

the ones i saw on twt are here and here! and the one i have from xhs i only have a picture of it on my phone since i didn't originally send it as a link to my friend 😞

i'll give some spoilers of the drafts for you 🤭 under the cut since it'll have nsfw...

i hadn't truly thrown up for years until then so it was definitely a brutal reminder 😭😭😭 i really hate nausea so actually barfing was :// like i'll take a bad headache over nausea sigh

my apologies i am a grade a yapper 😭😭😭 and yes!!! not enough idols are using the blush looks like pleaseeeeee please please it's soooo pretty...i love when they give shota his blush too especially with his pink hair 🤧🤧 i loved the ex concept pics so so much like they got the blush look and ATE and i love heartcore

okay for spoilers/teasers...nsfw so no minors snooping allowed

this is from...my crazy ass breeding fic....the one i keep being vague about...and for good reason i think i need to be taken out back

and the tattoos + possessive marking draft...

and best friends to lovers:

god i feel like im gonna be perceived for these esp the first two 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i need to be taken out back fr...

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i haven’t tuned into vampire jiung on here but i shall very soon…and him with all his tattoos yup…..pls feed us whenever u can

they are SO charismatic on stage they look like they’re having the best time. i really hope u can go see them again too!! i hope everything works out well to where u can have that fun bday!!

not u throwing up r u ok😭😭😭AND TGE BLUSH UNDER THE EYES OMFG U GRT IT IN AHIUT YO LOSE IT THIS IS MY MOST

i’m excited for u if ur classes will be easier hehe more time to rest idk that’s what i would do >.< 🐰

the art i saw was mostly on twt plus at least one from xhs! if you wanna see i can include links 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️i haven't seen much on here tbh but i dont lurk outside of writeblr that much 🫣

his tattoos...Lord. they drive me crazy he drives me crazy...this reminded me i have this crazy messy possessive makeout sesh involving him n his tattoos fic still in the drafts 😭😭😭😭 i have so many drafts/docs with ideas for him it's concerning and i cant even remember what i have anymore 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

thank you!!! i'm taking a class about wines where we get to taste some with my friend next sem and it meets on my bday so whether i stay or get to go see them i think i'll be having some fun 🙂‍↕️ and i will be resting trust...my uni town is so cold and windy in the winter so i will be staying indoors and chilling 😭😭😭

i'm fine!! i guess i just ate smthn that didn't agree with me...i tried smthn i haven't had before that weekend and i didn't have any other related issues or fevers so i think it was just an isolated incident

i loveeeee the blush under the eyes and the heavy blush looks IT'S SO GOOD i always say they do it for me bc i love those looks and to do my makeup like that too 🤧🤧🤧

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i actually need u to write vampire jiung pls n thank u n definitely take time off for ur bday n piwon 🐰🐰🐰

I MEANT SCHOOL BUT WTVR U GET IT I SUPPORT THE AGENDA!!! 🐰 and i agree that performance fucked me up i keep thinking about it

he's so fucking fine all the time ofc but especially in that performance like this face card........OF COURSE HE CAN SUCK ALL MY BLOOD AND HAVE MY LIFE FORCE WHO GAF I DONT HE CAN HAVE IT!!!!

i saw some crazy vampire jiung fanart the past couple months too like...good gawd...vamp jiung...need that...vampire jiung with his moon chest tattoo as a concept UGH NEED THAT I MEAN WHAT

i will say i did get inspired by smthn else and wrote down a note in the drafts related to a vamp jiung fic concept...so i mean 🥸🤭

i watched the performance video once i got back and ofc piwon never disappoints 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ such good performers UGH they deserve all the love and praise and more

i really do wanna go see the encore...piwon two days before my birthday and traveling around japan after like that'd be like a top tier bday 😭😭😭 plus i didn't get to hear ex since i saw them before it released so maybe they would now 🤧🤧 it's just japanese ticket logistics are sm harder and ofc traveling expenses so i'll have to see 🤧🤧🤧

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FUCK I DONT THINJ I EESPONDED TO UR TATTOO PIC IT LOOKS SOOOOOO PRETTY!!!! i don’t always like butterfly tattoos but urs is done so well !!! i love it hehe 🐰

no worries n thank you!!! i’m lowkey like maybe i should’ve gotten the bigger size option they gave me but oh well…tbh while we were waiting for it to dry i was having the same thought 😭😭 plus thinking maybe i wanted it slightly more to the outside but now im satisfied with the placement 🙂‍↕️

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for SHOTAAAAAA r u fr omg im excited but do NOT rush!!!

yes the stores in seongsu are really good and they have lots of clothes and i think itaewon also has good thrift stores (?) do not quote me on this… but im so excited for u!!!! it sounds like so much fun

please i’m american and all of that weather talk sounds very foreign to me i fear. but i believe u! they sound like crazy numbers idk

i have some ideas for my birthday but i prefer to spend them alone just because it’s very peaceful 🤲🏻 my bday is early january so when it comes I’ll let u know)! i already turned 21 and did not do anything for that milestone JSJFKDJAJS i don’t really care to have alcohol either nor have i gotten tipsy. soju is very good tho i agree

omg u and ur mom are piercingless please. btw i read my message back and it autocorrect lip piercing to “lil piercing” I was like sjfkfksjsjfj i took it out tho cuz it was getting on my nerves but i do miss it. i have not gotten any more piercings but when i do, they’ll be earrings! just all the crazy ones but NOT industrial bc those hurt so bad omfg.. i’ve seen two ppl in my life get them and have pain for so long. NO thank u!!

he looks good asf in that pic omg but don’t worry u made lots of sense!!! 1k… fic..? please share whenever u can 🤲🏻🐰

yes!!! i logged into my old acct a while ago and saw that drabble and thought it was still so cute and sweet and could be cute with shota :( i still wanna rework it though to update it more from my younger self and also hopefully make it a little more for him than who i originally wrote it for :’)

ooh idt we have plans to go to itaewon right now but perhaps i'll have to try to convince her to take a look 👀

i think part of the reason my uni town's weather is so drastic esp in winter is bc it's in the mountains and on top of a hill 😭😭😭 so we have like no buffer from the wind :') many times ive been almost blown over or had my umbrellas turn inside out i fear…

i hope you have a lovely and peaceful birthday when the time comes ‼️ are you gonna get a cake to celebrate? very real though idt alcohol meets a lot of the hype tbh

my mother at one point tried to put earrings in her mostly closed piercings and iirc succeeded so idt she's quite piercingless but idt she's done it since or at least very often since she said it hurt 😭 OMG LIP PIERCING those are sooo cool some of my friends have them and i think theyre sick. was it like getting in the way which annoyed you? ive heard healing for an industrial is also an Ordeal so even though i think theyre so cool yet another reason idt i will be getting one 😮‍💨 what other ear piercings do you wanna get? i think besides industrial and the two typical lobe ones i'd really like one ear to have a second lobe piercing and the other ear like a helix...but realistically probably the other lobe is a Maybe and idt i'd be able to actually go through with a helix 😭😭😭

as for the 1k draft...i fear it wont be done any time soon🤧 like 1k and it's just starting to get to foreplay scratches head...i fear it's going to go heavy into the jiung breeding demons ive been battling WHAT but also like good god Another jiung draft i need to branch out at this rate my ml/blog is just gonna be a bajillion jiung posts 😭😭😭

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U GOT UR TATTOO OMG HOW WSS IT🐰!!! im replying to ur other post rn

I DID ngl in the middle of it i started crashing out like i thought i had a decent pain tolerance but im kinda actually just weak asf 😭😭😭 i sent this to my friend while i was getting it and i think it’s kinda funny

like sometimes i didn’t feel anything at all and sometimes i was like GOOD GOD and i kept telling her i can’t get any more tattoos bc it hurt sm but im already lowkey forgetting 💀

here it is though! it’s in the front towards the outside of my upper thigh pretty high up like i’ve been wearing pretty short shorts and it’s still hidden most of the time. this pic is from yesterday i promise it’s not this red anymore 😭

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i’m sure u did very well on all of ur midterms!!!

my grandma has tabbies i think ?? idk much about cat breeds PLS and the tattoo i think will be a bit similar yeah! idk we will see 🙈

oof i love seongsu and the han river area is very pretty and the food is amazing. i’ll try to think of more!! and u win omg let me know what the spots r like heheh

omg u have crazy ass weather 😭?? idk if my town has all four seasons for sure lol it seems either super cold or super hot (climate change. everyone recycle and compost food waste thank u)!

yes!!! my bday is in January so semi soon heheh idk what the hell im gonna do. i like spending my birthday alone the last few years

U DONT HAVE EAR PIERCINGSJSJSKFK ive had my lines pierced since i was a baby and got an ear cartilage piercing in 7th or 8th grade ?? My memory is BAD. don’t worry tho i do understand about the fear of it all. it wasn’t that scary for me to get the tattoo but ive also gotten a lil piercing so! i’m not sure how good i am at reassurance for this 🧍🏻 ITS COMING SOON THO IM SO EXCITED FOR U 🐰

tyy :’) i’m still waiting to hear back about 2/3 of them but they’re the ones i’m most concerned about so 😭 the uni grind keeps going i fear though i got some other big assignments this week so reviewing n writing will be on hold still 😞 (although there’s one drabble i remember and have had in my mind already for reworking possibly for shota 🤫)

tabby cats are so cute 😭😭😭 i’m sure the tattoo will be just as adorable if not more so 🤧🙂‍↕️

yes my friend and i were planning on going there and checking out the stores‼️ and we were thinking about doing instant noodles by the river (and it doubles bc one of the jiung photo spots is nearby LOL) but it’ll be the end of december so we’ll have to see how the weather is… as for the jiung photo spots the late night calls stairs pic i’ve heard is in seoul forest park! and the like boyfie style photos he posted on insta earlier this year (ill put a pic on the bottom bc idr when he posted exactly) by the han river between what i saw on twt when other chocochips tried to find it plus some google maps if you put in “ttukseom outlook cultural complex” i think it’s around there???

i feel like even the few years i’ve been in my college town the weather’s gotten more drastic like last winter was the coldest and snowiest it’d been by far while i was there i swear 😭😭😭 climate change is real folks 🤧 i was there over one summer and weirdly enough despite being so cold in winter (like regularly in the teens and single digits plus crazy wind chill i fear…one time in my freshman year the feels like was -14 fahrenheit😭) it was almost 100 fahrenheit for at least a week 😭😭😭

omg how fun n exciting the holiday season then bday right after 🥹 that’s so real though i feel like since i’ve gotten older idrk what to do for my bday anymore…are you turning like a big milestone age that can give you some ideas? i turned 21 this year so legal drinking in the us so i got soju and got drunk but it was a wednesday😭😭😭 (ugh i just went looking through my messages from that day and that was the day that hot nerdy bf core jiung clip dropped i was going crazy😭🤧) idk what ill do next year though just probably not alc bc i’ve sworn off drinking…

if you’re comfy can i ask when your bday is i will make sure to wish you well that day 🥹

but yes i do not have ear piercings 😭 my mom is allergic to nickel and her piercings closed so she was like not worth it and didn’t have me get them as a kid but ofc my needle fears so i still haven’t gotten them 😭 i want to though my hs friends and i keep talking about getting them done together since they don’t have them either (we just keep forgetting or having schedule conflicts once we do remember 😭) and i literally have a note in my phone with a diagram of what piercings id get if i wasnt such a scaredy cat 😭😭😭 i think cartilage piercings are so cool im jealous 🤧 have you gotten any more more recently?

we’re at the <12 hour countdown now 🤧🤧🤧 maybe i’ll post it in the next reply hehe

here’s the insta post i was talking about btw: