𪊠Do you have any "good" writing habits you want to cultivate?
HMM. I always start my writing process with a cup of coffee so I don't plan on changing that lmao. But aside from that a habit I found helps me with not only starting a story, but completing it without hiccups is to have an outline of the story or a skeleton. It doesn't have to be very specific--although it can be! I usually just write in it what I want to happen, and from what POV, I also write notes such as what mood I want to convey or what emotions, particular imagery I want to insert or even dialogue prompts/ideas. Of course, this can change while you write but it works as a guide for me so that I don't lose track of what I had in mind.
đ Is there a new trope you'd like to write this year?
On my original ideas for fanfics, I tend to favor mutual pining, and slow burns. I want to try wrangling different tropes this year, maybe even tropes I initially don't like. Maybe by writing them I'll find their appeal? Such as friends to lovers, or a soulmates trope.
đž Do you have any "bad" writing habits you want to break?
I think I have a lot of long sentences in my writing. It's kind of become my style but I feel like sometimes it just happens way too often. lol So I want to, again, write more succinctly this year.
Iâve been wanting to change my username for a long time. So now Iâm going by MxFTrash. Yea be aware that any art from this post is gonna have my new username instead and any old art will have my old usernameÂ
A/N: This piece is based off a Headcanon @thecuriousinferno posted awhile back! I was really inspired by the post and you can read it here. âPass the popcorn, thotâ is one of the funniest things Iâve ever read and so it made itâs way into this fic, so thank thecuriousinferno for that wonderful line! I highly recommend their writing and blog in general and thank them for this inspiration! Itâs also worth mentioning that this fic is part of a series of fics under the subtitle Four Seasons of You which is 4 fics featuring 4 different You pairings in 4 different seasons. You can read the first part of this series here but itâs absolutely not necessary for your understanding of this fic. Let me know which fic in this series youâd like to see next, Spring or Fall. Anyway, please enjoy!
Itâs hot today, just as it had been every day for the past month. Usually Riko wouldn't really notice, but today she was particularly annoyed, and although in her thoughts she chose to take it out on the weather she knew what was actually pissing her off. In fact, the source of all her frustration is standing right next to her, the girl named You. Riko glances over to her.
Sheâs leaning with her back against the wall staring intently at her phone. Sheâs got on a green baseball cap, a basic black tank top, and loose fitted basketball shorts.
You can feel Riko staring a hole in the side of her head, so she turns her gaze away from her phone to stare back.
Riko is wearing a pink floral patterned sundress; You thinks Riko looks over dressed for a movie, but shrugs it off for now.
âW-what is it?â Riko asks in a meek voice.
You raises an eyebrow at the question âYou were the one staring at meâ she shoots back.
âI was just- well you were looking at your phone, I thought maybe Chika had messaged youâ Riko spews out the best excuse she could come up with.
âNah, she hasn't said anything.â You replies, turning her gaze back away from Riko and fixing her cap. âNot that I expect her to. This is normal for herâ she adds.
It was true, being 15 minutes late wasn't out of the ordinary for Chika, nor was it the reason Riko was furious with her; she was angry because today was supposed to be her date with Chika, but instead she had invited You along. Riko would be pissed had Chika invited anyone, but of course it had to be You. Riko never gets along with You, not that she's ever put her best effort forth either.
The silence between You and Riko is again broken by the sound of each of their phones buzzing. They share a glance then look to their phones, it's a message from Chika that she sent to both of them.
âI'm really really sorry but I can't make it to the movie today, I forgot I had to do something for my mom today. I promise weâll all go see a movie another time! But you two have fun without me! Iâll see you tomorrow at school, tell me how the movie was!â
You finishes reading first and places her phone in her hoodie pocket with a sigh, looking over to Riko. She notices Rikoâs eye start to twitch with anger, and You completely understands why.
Riko places her phone back into her bag and turns towards You with the fakest of smiles. âI guess weâll just go home then? We can see the movie with Chika next weekend! No big deal!â Riko says holding back her anger.
Riko starts to walk towards the bus stop when You grabs her shoulder âOh no you don't, we have to see this movie todayâ You demands.
Riko turns on her heel and shrugs Youâs hand off of her shoulder. âAnd why, exactly, is that?â Riko asks barely containing her rage behind another fake smile.
You lets out another sigh and pinches the bridge of her nose, âyou don't seem to understand. Tomorrow at school Chika is going to ask us about the movie, and what are you going to say if you have yet to see it?â You explains.
Riko flicks her hair behind her shoulder, âIâll tell her exactly what I told you, I want to see the movie with her.â Riko retorts putting her hand on her hip. Riko imagines telling Chika âit's not the same without you there Chikaâ and all the other gay ways her conversation with Chika could go tomorrow.
âthis dumb bitchâ You whispers under her breath, âno, Chika will feel bad if you tell her you skipped the movie because of her.â You explains her annoyance showing in her tone.
Rikoâs gay fantasy shatters with this revelation. Her hand covers her mouth instinctively, she's shocked, You was right. âS-so what do you suggest we do?â Riko asks, puzzled.
You squints at Riko, âUmm, we watch the goddamn movie???â she says with exasperation.
Rikoâs eyes widen âAre you suggesting you and I watch a movie together, alone?â she asks.
As much as You hates to admit it, this time Riko was right, that sounded dreadful. If Chika was here she would just sit between them. That's when it hit her, what if they replaced Chika with a stranger between them, or even better, an entire theater of strangers. âWeâll just sit in different parts of the theaterâ she explained.
Rikoâs eyes lit up, âthat's it! Then I won't have to deal with you at all, it's like you don't even exist!â
âYeah, right back at yaâ You says walking towards the cinema entrance âI'm looking forward to watching this movie in peace.â
Riko follows her, âas am I, you have a great time as far away from me as possible.â
Inside, You buys her ticket first then Riko steps up to the counter, âone ticket for a girl and her dog, a water, and a small popcorn pleaseâ Riko says to the women behind the counter.
âOh, lucky for you, thatâs  the last ticket for this showing of that movie, here you areâ the attendant says handing Riko her ticket, then she turns around to get Rikoâs order. âEnjoy the showâ she adds when she hands Riko her popcorn and drink.
âThank youâ Riko says with a smile and turns to head towards the various cinema rooms, she notes that You must have already went inside.
Riko enters the door labeled âshowing room 6.â Inside a young cinema employee stands accepting ticket stubs, Riko hands him her ticket âLooks like you're the last one, I think the last open seat is near the topâ he directs her.
âThank youâ Riko says starting up the steps.
At the top she is greeted with a very common issue in theaters and other crowded places for a small girl like herself, a tall man sits right in front of the last available seat. Luckily for a common issue there was a common solution, the woman sitting next to the vacant seat seemed tall enough to see, all she needed to do was politely ask her to switch seats.
âExcuse me, miss?â she says trying to get the womanâs attention âcould we possibly switch seats? I can't see well in this one.â
The woman turns to Riko and smiles âsuch a pretty, polite girl. Of course! My friend and I will both move down one and you can have her seatâ she replies gesturing to the woman next to her.
âThank you very muchâ Riko says with a bright smile. The two women gather their things and move down a seat, then Riko shuffles in front of them to her new seat. When she finally plops down she lets out a sigh of relief. She was finally done with all the stress of that afternoon, done with You, and ready to relax and watch the movie she has been anticipating for weeks. It's supposed to be the most emotional movie of the year, or so the reviews say. Riko could barely wait for the previews to end and the film to start.
âYou really aren't getting this, are you?â Riko hears a familiar voice say from beside her.
She slowly turns towards the voice and grits her teeth into a forced smile âwhat the hell are you doing here?â
Itâs none other than You that returns Rikoâs fake smile with a blank stare, âI think I should be asking you that, I sat down by a random woman. So why the hell are you there now?â
Riko grimaces, the woman she switched with was sitting next to You. What kind of horrible luck was that? Well she couldn't possibly ask to switch back now, that'd be rude.
âYou know if you really did want to watch the movie with me you should of said something. I would have said no, of course, but it would be funnyâ You teases, snickering.
âLike hell!â Riko yells causing You to shh her, they were in a theater after all. More quietly Riko starts again âThis is the last thing I wanted, I just asked to switch because I couldn't see, I had no idea you were hereâ she explains.
You rolls her eyes âyeah, sure.â Riko turns red with anger but before she can say anything the theater becomes silent as the lights turn off and the title of the movie comes on the large screen signalling the start of the film.
âJust keep quiet, I'm not missing this movie for youâ Riko whispers. You doesn't say anything back.
A half hour into the movie Riko is completely enthralled, she munches on her popcorn with her eyes glued to the screen, so far the movie really was all she had hoped for. âHeyâ she hears a whisper come from beside her but chooses to ignore it. That's what people always tell her to do with stray dogs, âif you ignore them they'll leave you alone,â this was pretty much the same thing.
âHey, pass the popcorn thot.â
Riko can't believe what she just heard, slowly turns her head to the side, fire in her eyes. âExcuse me?â
âI've had to listen to you crunch on that popcorn since the beginning of this movie, give me someâ You says without looking away from the screen.
âYou should have gotten your own damn popcornâ Riko replies and turns back to the movie âAnd don't call me that.â
âI didn't want popcorn before I had to listen to you, just give me someâ You looks towards Riko this time.
âGod fine, just shut upâ Riko gives in thrusting the popcorn in Youâs direction.
You takes some with a âthanks.â
Riko keeps the popcorn on the side You is on hoping itâll keep her quiet. It's working until both of them reach for some popcorn at the same time and their hands touch in the bowl. Both of them pull away as if they just touched fire. âEwwâ slips out of Rikoâs mouth.
âEww?â You questions, eyebrow raised.
âI don't know where your hands have been!â Riko complains.
âNowhere but up Chikaâs skirtâ You teases sticking out her tongue.
âugh, shut up!â Riko barely subdues her desire to shout. You snickers at her reaction.
After a few minutes Riko notices that You stopped eating the popcorn. Was she too mean? She shouldnât care, she thinks. But even so, she moves the bucket into Youâs field of vision to get her attention, âyou can have the rest, Iâm fullâ Riko whispers.
You hesitates, but slowly grabs the popcorn with a quiet âthanks.â She looks at Riko but Riko doesn't look back. Rikoâs eyes were intensely focused on the screen, and she's anxiously biting her lip. You looks at the screen too, the movie is coming to its climax which explains Rikoâs behavior. The movie up to this point has been a bittersweet tale of a young girl and her pet dog growing up and overcoming adversities together; it all ends in this final scene. You thinks itâs a little too predictable of an ending, but it's bound to get to some people.
At that moment You hears something that catches her attention, a sniffle? She hears the noise once again before she turns her head to look. It was exactly what she expected, but nothing like she expected it.
Rikoâs eyes, glossed with tears, reflect the blue light of the screen like the ocean did the sky. It isn't like she is crying, itâs like tears are escaping, gently rolling down her cheeks. You stared and stared and stared; the sight is beautiful and despairing and mesmerizing and sad and You can't look away, but she knows she never wants to see it again.
Out of the corner of her eye Rikoâs attention is grabbed by something light blue; once she focuses she sees itâs a handkerchief that You is holding out to her. When she looks towards Youâs face her gaze isn't returned and her questions arenât answered, so she looks at the handkerchief again; she's hesitant, but accepts the silent offer, actually quite grateful to have something to dry her face with. Youâs hand retracts back into her lap, she doesn't say a word. Riko stares at the handkerchief again before whispering âthank youâ under her breath and wiping her tears with it.
She clutches the handkerchief tightly for the remainder of the film, not wanting to bother You by returning it.
As soon as the credits roll and the dim cinema lights turn on You stands and begins to walk out, but Riko is caught in the crowd of people leaving. Once outside the theater room in the lobby Riko is finally able to look around as the crowd disperses; she spots You leaning against a wall by the door looking down at her phone.
âIf you were going to wait here you could have waited to walk out with meâ Riko points out as she walks up to You.
You hurriedly slips her phone in her pocket âSorry, I⌠sorryâ she says a little frantic.
Riko tilts her head questioningly, sorry isn't what she expected to hear âit's fine, don't worry about itâ she reassures.
You fixes her baseball cap and turns towards the door âshould we go?â she gestures.
Riko nods, and walks with You out of the cool air conditioned cinema and onto the hot summer street.
They walk side by side in an awkward silence for some time before Riko finally musters the courage to speak, âdid you like the movie?â she asks.
âYeah it was pretty good, kind of predictableâ she says placing her finger to her chin, âI can't believe you cried!â You adds.
âThe dog died!â Riko exclaims.
âOf course it did, that happens! I thought you were afraid of dogs anyway?â You questions.
âI am, that doesn't mean I want them to die!â Riko explains. âWeren't you even a little sad or are you completely heartless?â she shoots back.
âHey I'm not heartless; it was very sad, just predictable!â You attempts to explain herself âI just don't cry easilyâ she mumbles.
âSo the handkerchief is strictly for other girls?â Riko asks smugly, a smirk plastered across her face.
âIt's not only for tears!â You answers while rolling her eyes.
Riko giggles, âWell, what do you use it for then?â she asks tilting her head.
You thinks for a moment before answering âsometimes I use them for wiping up small messes or cleaning my hands. When it's hot like it has been I use them to wipe away sweat. Theyâre just handy to haveâ You explains.
âEww. I wiped my face with your sweat?â Riko asks with disdain.
âShut upâ You shoots back âI hadn't used it for anything yet, it's clean.â
Riko squints at You as if she can see a lie if she looks hard enough, âOkay, goodâ she says, satisfied in her search. âSo, you have more than just this one?â she asks.
You realizes she unintentionally alluded to that and slowly nods, âyeah, I have a lotâŚâ She trails off contemplating how much she really wanted to say. âMy dad gives me them a lot, he's always carried one on him at all timesâ You explains, deciding there's no harm in telling Riko.
âOh wow, so it's sort of like a collection?â Riko shows a genuine interest in what You is telling her.
You smiles, âyeah, he gets me one every Birthday and on other holidays tooâ You looks past Riko towards the sea they're walking beside while she talks. She subtly points directing Rikoâs attention towards the sun setting against the ocean horizon. She doesn't miss a beat in her explanation, Â âHe sails to a lot of different places for work and tries to get me one wherever he goesâ You pauses.
Rikoâs eyes are focused on the shining orange light spreading across the ocean and the sky. Her ears are focused on Youâs words and the way You talks about her father, it has some sort of warmth to it, nothing like the sweltering heat of the summer day. âYou really look up to your fatherâ Riko says exactly what she felt, in this moment itâs too much of a hassle for her to think about it.
You stares into Rikoâs back. She thinks about how the red tones in the sky compliment her hair and how the sun gleams on her skin. âYeah.â
Suddenly Riko turns and starts digging through her purse. âIâll have to make sure to give this one back thenâ she says while pulling the blue handkerchief out and extending it towards You.
You looks at it for a second, the way it looks in place in Rikoâs delicate hand and the way the sky blue contrasts her light pink painted nails, âyou keep itâ she says.
Riko tilts her head and lowers her hand to her side, âwhy?â she questions.
You isn't completely sure why herself, âjust keep it, use it next time you cry or somethingâ she says looking down at her sneakers.
Riko feels the heat of her reddening cheeks and turns her face to her shoes as well. âThanks.â
A silence falls between them and Riko is prepared for it to last until she gets home. They both board their bus like strangers, but You finally speaks up while theyâre sitting shoulder to shoulder on the cramped bus. âSorry to pry but I was just wondering, are you close with your dad?â
Riko looks at You like sheâs speaking a different language, but You doesnât return her gaze. âOh!â Riko burst out, processing what was said to her. âUmm, well we donât have a bad relationship, heâs just away for work a lotâ Riko explains, âbut I guess so is yoursâŚâ Riko ponders for a moment, âI guess Iâm just closer to my Momâ she concludes.
You finally looks up from the bus floor, âthatâs cool tooâ she says with a bright smile.
âYeahâ Riko smiles back, âI really look up to her, I always have. Sheâs the one who got me to play piano when I was young.â
âOh wow, thatâs really, like, important to you, right?â You ckears her throat, âWell of course it is I meanâ she starts to trip on her words.
Riko chuckles a little âyes it is very important to me, and so is my motherâs involvement in itâ Riko explains.
âRight, thatâs what I mean! My dad was always the biggest supporter of my divingâ You says, âNot that my mom wasnât, donât get me wrongâ she adds.
âNo I get it, same here with my father, but when it comes to music my mom just, like-â
âGets it more, right?â
âRight!â
Both of them are smiling from ear to ear. To both of their dismays their conversation is interrupted by the bus driver announcing it was Rikoâs stop.
âOh, this is where I get offâ Riko says standing up and looking around making sure she has all her things, once sheâs sure she looks back to You âSorry.â
You shakes her head âdonât worry about it, Iâll see you tomorrow at school we can talk more.â
Rikoâs smile is stunning to You âYeah, itâs a promiseâ Riko says back, âSee youâ she says with a wave
âSee you tomorrowâ You calls back watching Riko carefully climb out of the bus. You breathes out once sheâs out of sight and tries her best to ignore the racing of her heart.
Riko watches the bus leave, and as she begins to skip home she holds the handkerchief to her chest and thinks for once, just maybe, she was a little sad to see You go.
the first day I return to uni, I find the storage room where students keep their stuff for the semester break got ransacked. thankfully, my stuff was mostly untouched but man is this a sign for the upcoming semester
really went out in a crop top today in the freezing cold and was wondering why people were giving me weird looks. eventually clued in when i realized everyone else was wearing heavy jackets