I kinda wanted to try doing my homework, but the moment I think of it I feel so so so tired and uncapable of doing anything... and then I feel so bad for doing nothing...
There are people who have/had it so worse than me though, and that makes me feel even worse for not doing anything good ever... which makes me even less motivated to do anything... and then this cycle starts again...
I'm trying not to cry but it's so hard when all I can think of is how terrible I am... why am I like this?...
But again... who cares...?














