Here I am
Well, today is the day .I'm going back to Tokyo. Staying Kobe was good . Overall. But I found that it is difficult to find a job in KOBE that what I want. Salary wise it's too low for me. I know it's not about money but I don't think I can survive and I don't wanna have tight life. Although I Had a good time. A bit lonely cuz I don't have friend here like I do in Tokyo. And maybe a bit different to Tokyo too. Ppl, culture etc.a lil bit homesick? I don't know what is gonna happen next. I feel like the other problem I had is actually telling me to stop living in here at the moment. Maybe I expect too much ? Or is this kind of boundary thing for me ? Everything happens for a reason. So this happen must have reason but I don't know right now. I think I will find out soon or later. My friend offered me to stay and work in Okinawa for a month from November. I'm thinking to go. But I'm not sure if this is good idea. Need to think about more clearly . Otherwise I will regret.and I do not want to waste of my time for something not good for me anymore. SERIOUSLY NO MORE! Choose thing wisely that's what I need it now. Stop playing anymore and got influence by someone bad for me.
