Finally ..
Tomorrow I'm going back home..to Yokohama. I had really good time staying Kobe for 2month. Today we went to airport and say good bye to Shawn .. Shawn knows my feeling . I think he was reading my letter in car.. he said keep in touch but when he was super drunk he was saying " you have to be happy ok ? I'm gonna gone soon and I'm finished . I'm just temporary guy." I dunno what the means.. I think he meant to say that I know your feeling. It I dunno what to do..Nelson was saying " he was asking me what she said ?? I wanna know her more but I dunno what to do. But girl you have to tell him and talk to him ! He said also I can feel the vibe " Hmm Nelson was drunk too so I dunno what he meant .. After that he was missing . He went somewhere and we dunno where he went. I was worried about him so I was waiting outside of studio. And I was praying that " pls bring Shawn back here and I want to spend more time with him! "Then after 5min later he shows up !!i was like wtf! But he was too drunk and he was so aggressive .. I didn't like that. He try to touch me in public and say nasty thing too.. but yesterday .. he was nice.. because I think he was high.. today was the last day spend time with him .. it was so hard to say " good bye " to him. He gave me a present too .. I miss him already and so sad. I wanna see him again soon ... I don't wanna end like this..












