aoi spoilers technically. lol
i think i've recently gained a fictive of knight construct? it's entirely nonverbal, but it is so insanely upset on how everything ended for calamo. he doesnt regret giving himself for the world, but he feels a very loud and debilitating anguish over seeing calamo's stump as time went along. maybe he wishes he couldve stayed longer to protect calamo, to stay with him as he rooted until his light faded, even if he knows thats not how it works. all i know now is that our head hurts like a bitch after crying our eyes out . sos
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