I was told to try soul searching in my spare time.
I didn't realize I actually needed it when I gave it up to society.

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I was told to try soul searching in my spare time.
I didn't realize I actually needed it when I gave it up to society.
Things I've already realized about soul searching.
1: I'm already failing at it by overanalyzing it.
2: I almost don't want to find it. Like out of fear for what it means for me.
3: This topic is using Holistic so much I actually felt I had to flip through a dictionary to understand what it said. It was a superfluous term.
4: I've not given up yet, so it may be getting to me... 23 Minutes into this matter.
5: It's my journey and all this stuff really doesn't help me one bit. Yay! For the love of Pete, if it was like growing a garden I'd have it by now! 28 Minutes in.
6: Friends are completely chop liver, it has nothing to do with them, although it does about your family, so that's okay, I don't make friends with many people anyways.
7: I feel it's a waste of time to do this, still going to try.
8: it's still only been two hours since I started, no epiphanies or miracles of understanding. I'm in for a long ride.
"You know what, it took 21 years but...I know I can do this".
- my heart
The sudden rush. When the sound vibrates the soul within. I find it such a thrilling sensation in my veins. Under neath my layers of skin. Jiggly movement of the cells connecting all as one solid confinement.
Learn from Experience
People put in so much efforts for “true love” that the phrase it self has become cliché and shameful to express.
I meet and know people, including myself, that have such unique ways of finding love or their soul mate. Some make it and and few don’t. Right now, many around me have stumbled even in the most expected relationship they were persuing-we thought could have worked out. It really is a battling journey for many but it may not necessarily be the wrong way to do it. Heartbreaks are part of the experience. In the end you just go take the risk and just give it a try. Just don’t tie strings that you can’t untie. -NFS
This is between myself, and my rational mind
I'm trying to explain the truth, but she keeps trying to rationalize everything.
*this makes communication between your soul and your mind tricky.