i’ve had a very stressful day. my self esteem was in the bin, and i’ve been feeling completely lost and helpless.
i decided to do some meditation. i haven’t meditated in a while, i only got to do it for about 20 minutes. i’m a baby witch with ADD/ADHD and it’s very hard for me to concentrate and focus on one thing at a time.
although i now have a headache from the amounts of energy i was using, i feel...a bit better. i feel as if i might be able to work through this. my senior year is coming up, and i’m not doing as well as i thought i was, and i’ve been stressed with college applications, graduations, and actually getting good grades.
i’m really content with how this turned out, so i thought i’d just share what i used and kinda what i did.
during my meditation, i used;
Amethyst
Two Rose Quartz
Two Crystal Quartz
Lepidolite
Lapis Lazuli
these were gems that help with stress relief and self esteem, along with two stones i feel a positive personal connection to.
above my gems, is a Wand made out of pure copper and copper wire that i got at Salem, Massachusetts last year. it has a Crystal Quartz and another unknown green gem on both ends, and centred is pure Turquoise surrounded by more copper.
i have a pure lavender candle that @ostaraandtheamberowl purchased me for my birthday. it was made by WoodWick, and it’s lovely. Lavender is my favourite scent, and the candle sounded and looked like a crackling fire which is one of my favourite sounds/surroundings.
below, i have hand-picked cards from my Tree Souls Oracle deck. these cards are labelled as
Guidance
Energy
Possibility
Balance
Assurance
Patience
Teach
Confidence
The Beginning
i chose these cards because this is something i seriously need entering my senior year, and soon to be starting my college career. as i attempted to meditate, i tried focusing on these upcoming events. i focused on those around me who support me, supporting myself, and the great things that can come out of it.
