#source ramble

[archangelgabesblog]

Do you like sam... like... like like...

YEAH :D I like sam!! not sure what you mean by "like like" but I do like him:D!! why does everyone keep asking me this?

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does this count as an excuse to ramble about my source sam... I reallllllllllly loved my sam from my source :( i dont have alot of memories of him from canon but I do have memories from a fanfic. for some reason!! we were really really close, and I we made cinnamon rolls alot and watched movies and cuddled. soooooooo take this as you want :) our relationship was really complicated from what I remember in source, not necessarily romantic or platonic kinda queerplatonic if anything and sometimes... you know. not getting into too much detail since I like to keep this blog sfw!! but yes. I did love MY sam from source :D!! but I know introjects are not the sam and I dont expect them to act the same way my sam did duh!!

[grazedknuckles]

i feel so disconnected from source's depiction of me like holy fuckkkk girl who is that

[sockprince]

I thought I wouldn't watch any new video from source again. But this small one was something I wanted to watch.

I usually don't feel a connection towards my source, or to be exactly... towards Roman.

However, annoying as it is, there is something in common. We both just want "that happily ever after", we both want to do the good thing, make the right decisions.

And knowing, a happily ever after might not exist, it being a lie just upset us. Or... at least it upsets me.

I hold on to a lie like that, the happily ever after. I work so hard, I try to receive some good by doing good. And yet I know everything comes to an end one day.

Separations from loved ones, the burn out from working too hard, the backfire of living a life I'm not supposed to live.

And even if I don't like my source very much, I do wish Roman a happily ever after. And maybe I'll get one too.

[billyuwumis]

No thoughts Billy empty

[theuncannynetwork]

its so funny when my source veers so far left from what actually happened like no I did not die, yes I got in a weird relationship with the demon, yes I got stuck there with Vinny, yes every time I died I ended up back in that fucking house, it was weird man

[theflowersandthebeees]

that feeling when two idiots show up at your house who look like if you split yourself into two people, help you beat up a mouse obsessed old guy, leave saying something about ice cream,

And then later when your on a date with your partner, they somehow mind control you into making a fool of yourself

SMH I will never get over this

[billyuwumis]

the aa;ctoor w,,ho portrays me eis, appar entlyy anti-acab i, wissh ii ah d m,,at,thewl ;illlard for a faceeclai mmjust hes not;; annti-acab

[billyuwumis]

No I didn’t killed 8 people in my canon. Yes I did. No I did not. Yes I didn’t 💝💝💝