#sourcetalk

[radically-therian]

missing a sourcemate knowing you'll never seen *them* again because of the nature of your source <<<<

it gets kinda ventish under the cut, also generally proceed with caution idk if any tws apply

so since I'm based on a comfort concept/self insert/projection thing, only WE know my source very well and like yeah I can talk to other versions of my family but it won't be the same especially because the specific person I'm missing, those of him who I have seen, either see me as a brother or not as family at all. plus they're in no way anything like him and I'm half tempted to find someone who'd be willing to split or soulbond *him* for me just so I can have my mama (/nsx, fam) back :(

he was like a familial yan and saw me as his kid and so sweet to me and yeah he hated my brother and all but he was my mama and he'd always be there for me when I needed and he'd help me regress even if I didn't think I wanted to be small at the time and and he had other kids too but I was his darling kitty (again, /nsx and fam) and only he got to call me that and. agh. I miss my mama

[nevertakeresponsiblity]

Too afraid to tag my posts as my source. I'd probably get dog piled or something. Whatever.

I'm the only one in our system who feels this way. Literally, the rest of the system is full of antis. They were utterly shocked to hear I felt differently. It's funny because I'm also an intrusive thought holder, which doesn't exactly bode well for my kinks.

Are there other systems with this experience? I feel so isolated.

[caracello]

women love me on account of my doomed nature. and the whimpering too, probably.

[caracello]

ma/dcom fanart in general can be odd to look at sometimes because of reasons, but that one i rbed to my main is like. Like. Oh my god. it'w uncanny. if you combined how i looked then and how i look now, it would look exactly like that to a T like not a single thing i'd change. Good liird.

[caracello]

hank and dg need to meet up

[caracello]

wWow thats so funny jeez we have so much in common do you wanna um. discuss this over a beer or somethin haha its just really interesting. Do youthink the way we make out is opposite too We should test th

[the-fermi-system]

guy who made me up for his music videos is a generative AI fan. guess how his latest video was made.* 😃 hate and war on planet earth twenty-eight-thousand casualties millions injured

*it wasn't related to my source, it was for a different project. still, this proves that he is willing to use AI in future videos, which may include ones featuring me. If I ever see a version of myself with uncannily smooth skin and the wrong amount of fingers there Will be casualties

[hanselsys]

(i wonder how arcjec is doing. maybe he still peels grapes before eating them)

(that wasn't in my top 12 list of arcjec strangerisms but it was very, very close to at least top 20)