#source vent

[bugg-bonez]

Idgaf how this is a vent piece of my source IT ENDED UP LOOKING REALLY COOL. SO IT'S GOING ONLINE.

I usually limit the vents I post here or just don't at all because. It's the internet. But vent ART is a WHOLE NEW SITUATION. Also what do you mean I have an entire tag for whenever I'm joking about my trauma. No I don't. What're you talking about.(/j/sil)

ANYHOO ART TIME WHOOPEE

I shall describe my thought process below because I was BORN AND BRED TO YAP AND IT WON'T STOP NOW!!!

The red is constellations, and the lyrics to the song "Minor Holiday" stylised to look like constellations as well. I tried to include every held item like the weapons, accessories and keys, but I'm sure I forgot something. The only held item I included that isn't involved with battle is the Porcelain Doll because it brings me joy-

There are two change gods in the sides, to be honest I don't know why I added them? Whenever I draw it's just me zoning out for hours on end until it's done so they just appeared and I went with it-

Also the Siffrin in the art is me, so that's why it has things the canon sif doesn't (like bird talons n a tail, very similar to Critter Siffrin, the son of Hero and Princess AU so ermmm)

Hope y'all like ittt :3

[afton-verse]

i know he’s gone but I keep wanting to hide from father. can someone stay with me till it feels safe again…? —🐰🩷

[amnesiacswedishfishnecromancy]

this is actually more of a vent drawing about my source than fanart but i guess ill put it here regardless? the cats are meant to represent isono and kamimura i guess

[cumdumpster-300]

source ventish

tw kinda maybe idk?? i miss nicole. i always say i want a sourcemate of a nicole fictive. and i do. but no fictive nicole will ever be the same nicole from my source. i miss nicole. MY nicole. even if she was never really mine.

[radically-therian]

missing a sourcemate knowing you'll never seen *them* again because of the nature of your source <<<<

it gets kinda ventish under the cut, also generally proceed with caution idk if any tws apply

so since I'm based on a comfort concept/self insert/projection thing, only WE know my source very well and like yeah I can talk to other versions of my family but it won't be the same especially because the specific person I'm missing, those of him who I have seen, either see me as a brother or not as family at all. plus they're in no way anything like him and I'm half tempted to find someone who'd be willing to split or soulbond *him* for me just so I can have my mama (/nsx, fam) back :(

he was like a familial yan and saw me as his kid and so sweet to me and yeah he hated my brother and all but he was my mama and he'd always be there for me when I needed and he'd help me regress even if I didn't think I wanted to be small at the time and and he had other kids too but I was his darling kitty (again, /nsx and fam) and only he got to call me that and. agh. I miss my mama

[aro-luigi]

I miss my friends.

[the-masked-society]

❝ Where is everyone? ❞

- They moved on.

❝ ..Without me? ❞

❝ You- killed my friends! ❞

- " Let's talk about your friends, they didn't have to be here "

❝ Wha-? ❞

- " they had a place on the train and you took them out of it. "

- " You brought them here. "

- " You put them in danger. "

❝ They were trying to HELP me! ❞

- " they were, and this is the result. "

𓁹

- " All of this,"

- " is your fault."

[rainbowspark404]

Admire me,

Value my sight.

I'm a masterpiece you'll see,

Ignore my tears reflecting in light.

Hands on my body,

It's made out of gold.

Precious, expensive,

And already sold.

The outside is perfect,

Inside it's scarred.

I'm an addict,

the attention my drug.

High on your touch,

Bodies so close.

I can't get enough,

Need another dose.