#spade.talks

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just got insanely ill over how flame reaver is usually lumped in w khaslana as one person in the phainon variants instead of flame reaver being his own person and spat out nearly 600 words about how hes a canary in a coal mine, a lone trapped miner whose canary has died, and a caged bird all at once

this man makes me SICKKKKKKK please please please hoyoverse give me more flame reaver content, not khaslana content not phainon not irontomb, FLAME REAVER CONTENT !!! please hoyo on my hands and knees begging u

irontomb is the setup. khaslana is the beginning and the end. phainon is the prologue and the epilogue.

flame reaver... flame reaver is the MIDDLE!!! HES THE EXPERIENCES THAY MAKE KHASLANA PHAINON AND PHAINON KHASLANA!!!!! HES THE HUMAN FUTILITY OF FIGHTING AGAINST FATE BUT DOING IT ANYWAY BC WHAT ELSE IS THERE!!!!

HOYOOVERSSEEEE GIVE ME MORE FLAME REAVER CONTENT.... AND MY LIFE IS YOOOUUUURRRRSSSSSS!!!!!!

edit: i posted a snippet of my crash put uuueee uuueee ueeee

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WAS TALKING TO MY BESTIE ABOUT MY FICS (and the fic she is working on) AND IM CDYINGGG THIS IS CRACKING ME UP SHE DOESNT EVEN GO HERE (hsr) LMFOAOO

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went on a walk to get food and a phainon song popped up on my playlist and now im in near tears thinking how he spent 33,550,336 cycles and EVEN MORE YEARS sacrificing himself for amphoreus only for the cycle he writes himself out of to be the most successful one yet 😭😭

thus cementing the idea in his brain that hes the problem stopping amphoreus from getting a happy ending 😭😭

as if the only reason this is possible isnt bc he and cyrene kept amphoreus going long enough for the trailblazers to arrive 😭😭😭

in near literal tears in public thinking about this man as i walk home with my food

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reading a jjk fanfic and wouldnt it be funny if after phainon absorbs the memories of all the previous cycles he just has khaslana hanging out in his head like a less malevolent version of sukuna ??

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me, mid 3.4 update when writing down an anaxagoras idea: I wonder if he knows that theyre all a simulation being ran, he gave up his eye to see his sister again but if the dead in amphoreus are just lines of code waiting to be reset then wouldn't he have seen that when viewing her? it would make sense why hes so blasphemous if he knew the the titans divinity only existed because of the parameters of an experiment

the humble 3.5 update: HES HACKING THE FUCKING SIMULATION?????

i have GOT to stop theorising shit to myself this is like the tenth time its become true now 😭😭

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listening to phainon fansongs and tweaking out at every lyric that alludes to flame reaver... loving flame reaver is a disease and baby i am TERMINALLLLLLL

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i was looking at my fic idea notes and

im fucking CRYINGGGG I FORGOT ALL ABOUT THIS NOTE UNDER THAT ONE KINICH IDEA OF MINE LMFAOOOO

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url change from styxianflowerfields -> scalegorgewaterscape !!

hellooo i will be fixing the links sometime tonight but i felt like a url change so that my blogs all matched !! blade, dan heng, and jing yuan hehe