literally everything! getting my dog, my grandmother passing away, graduating high school!
15. What’s a bad habit you picked up this year?
i fuck up my sleep schedule worse than usual on the daily like taking naps at eight pm
20. What’s something you learned this year?
i find criminology super interesting
25. Did you create any characters (in games, art, or writing) this year? Describe one
literally a million! one of my favorites has been oh shocker freya who is my favorite chaotic vampire/werewolf hybrid and is constantly making poor life choices but y’know what? she’s very old and in love with her husband
GOD i’m sure i cried plenty of times at movies / tv shows because i’m That type of wimp ! but tbh 2019 was a good year ?? i was really happy ?? i only remember crying when my cat got bitten by a snake and got really sick ( he’s okay now though ! ) so 2019 was good to me , ig !
15. what’s a bad habit you picked up this year ?
is drinking coffee excessively a bad habit , because this year . . . phew ! i lived on the stuff . the only other thing i can think of is . . . i started impulse shopping a lot this year dkjfdhkdgf oop ; i’m usually good at managing my money but i think i took it all for granted at times ??
20. what’s something you learned this year ?
i learned how to knit & how to make dream catchers ! which probably sounds so boring but i was so EXCITED . i also learned more spanish , took an administration course , learned how to lose ur money in under 60 seconds at the pokies , and learned a lot about myself as a person too ?? which is such a cliche thing to say but i just feel like i’m leaving this decade with a deeper understanding of myselF ?
25. did you create any characters ( in games, art, or writing ) this year ? describe one.
oooooo i don’t think i created many new characters this year ?? i mainly built off existing ones , especially in terms of my original story . but i did create two oc’s for a game of thrones inspired rp ! the first was a daughter of sansa stark + theon greyjoy & her name was alyse greyjoy ( w/ a florence pugh fc ! ) and the second was a sellsword / bastard called kol stone ( w/ an orlando bloom fc ! ) they were both really fun to write & tbh it was a good challenge for me , considering i’m not the Best at writing in those types of settings ??
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO THE LOML, MY PARTNER IN CRIME, MY JAEGER CO-PILOT, THE TOM TO MY DAYA, THE THOR TO MY VALKYRIE ... @mattysmurdock / @spaenycailee i can’t believe we’ve been friends for five years now .... we the only members of our original squad left on this goddamn app, that’s legendary, baby! i can’t wait until i make monies so i can book a flight to canada so we can finally fight ... n then go see a marvel movie probably nbcvmcnbvmnb. anyways happy birthday, dummy. have an amazing day !!!! i love you !!!!!
prompt: clintasha style on vormir needing the soul stone and knowing the ultimative
ship: freya and caius
for: @spaenycailee
misc: this is one of the worst things i’ve ever written but enjoy
the stones from the cliffside are breaking off, tumbling stories below with soft thuds until eventually it stops --- the shifting of the rocks isn’t a good sign and freya knows eventually if he holds on too long both of them are going over the side falling to their deaths.
only one of you will come out, great sacrifice --- all of the keepers words had jumbled into nothing now echoing choice bits at a time. if they weren’t desperate she would’ve turned around and left, caius in hand but that wasn’t an option it hadn’t been for years. after losing everything and spending the past handful of years trying to put the world back together, there was no other way to fix this.
it seemed silly, the pair of them fighting over who was going to die in the end for this fucking stone but she knew that he deserved to live a better life far more than she did. freya has done terrible things, monstrous awful things under corrupted morals and the hands of even more villainous men. and unfortunately, with the years they’d spent together she knows he can read her mind like no other --- he could read it on her face that she wasn’t letting him die for this.
unfortunately for them both he was too stubborn to let go --- literally. she’s hanging off the cliffside by nothing but his strength and little bit of hope. caius is telling her to hold on and for a moment she does, hand wrapped around his wrist dangling like rag doll. he’s not going to let go --- not so easily and while there is a million things she’d love to tell him, get off her chest in these final moments every word falters before it reaches her tongue. this is it, she’s wiped the red from her ledger now --- made right all the wrongs she had committed because everything was leading to this.
it was always going to lead to this.
“ it’s okay, “ her small nod is hesitant, icy hues pouring into his unwilling to cry in this moment. maybe it was the right time but their final words were already bittersweet. after an exhausting lifetime of nothing but hurt, freya finally had something to live for and he was going to have to keep going without her --- save the fucking world.
“ let go, caius --- it’s okay. let go, “ she didn’t need to know him better than herself to read his mind, the rage and heartbreak he was processing unable to pull her one handed over the edge again. and after all, they couldn’t take that alternative --- there was much more at risk than her short life.
pleading cries did nothing to change her mind but it tore her heart in half nonetheless. “ please, freya don’t do this. “ he gave her a second chance, another life in the aftermath of a hellish upbringing --- both of them battered and broken but mended with one another. she wasn’t ready to say goodbye, desperate to find another option if there was one but it was straight forward black and white. at least she could find some solace in knowing he’d be okay.
what is there left to regret? and without another word her grip gradually loosens up and against caius fighting --- his hope that they’d both walk out of this unharmed drained away with the last few grains of sand in an hourglass. they were simply out of time.
when i want an answer from you little cunt millennials i’ll text as much as i want
just fucking go in your fucking hole & be a fucking teenager cause that’s what you are: you’re a snotty nosed fucking teenager bitch. you tell me who i can’t double text in my life & i’ll tell you if you’re right or wrong
HAPPY BDAY TO THE LUV OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!! THE WORLD BETTER LOOK OUT BCOS UR OUT HERE BEIN THE BEST THING EVER!!!!!!!! 💓💞💗💖💕💘
AAAAAHHHHH, THANK YOU LOVE!!!! i know this and the one tay sent me is hella late but just know that my day was absolutely made to read this before work!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!
