#sparksparta

[jinmaeda]

[sad Mexican noise] = (Screams in Spanish).

True. Jsjdjsjd

Tho I just picture a sad mariachi

[shitpost-kin]

A single otherkin is an asshole and tags art as kin: GET HELP, UR JUST DELUSIONAL/DISSOCIATING/CRAZAH, WHY ARE ALL OTHERKIN LIKE THIS, FIND A CURE YOU FREAKS THIS IS WHY NO ONE LIKES YOU, YOU DON’T DESERVE TO BE RESPECTED LIKE A HUMAN BEING

Multiple anti-kin mock an otherkin’s death and use it to target people in the kin community: Well, you know, #notallantikin :/ There’s just nothing we can do yunno, hardly any antikin are REALLY like this…

Anti-kin draws an otherkin committing suicide and tries to get it published in several otherkin art groups, and shoves it across the tags: I mean… :/// This guy’s not REALLY antikin anyways #notallantikin #whatspolicingacommunity

Antikin steals and reuses art without crediting artist: lol it’s fine, it’s OK when I shit on artists, don’t worry. Anyway WHO WANTS TO TALK ABOUT THEM DAMN OTHERKIN IGNORING CREATORS DON’T TAG SHIT!!! FUCK THOSE GUYS AMIRITE OTHERKIN ARE ALL THE WORST

[deepbasementflower]

Oh God, I'm waiting for some kinnie to come into the ask box and start lecturing you about how "you were never otherkin because..." now. Bonus points if you used to cope, they'll use the "that's not otherkin, that's copinglink" spiel.

This is a little long but…..I’ve pretty much been everywhere on the otherkin area. Both as copingkin, fictionkin, and actual therian-otherkin past life shit.

I used to be otherkin long before I knew of the term and tbh I still sort of am? But more or less in a “I’m spiritually connected to x animal because of my heritage as a native american but I feel as if calling it a “spirit animal” is bad now because white people have ruined the term for me so I’d call myself otherkin I guess” way than anything else. So I guess technically I am still otherkin but not in the way that tumblr perceives it at all, and I definitely do not think of myself as a “animal trapped in a human body” or “PHANTOM LIMBS!!!!!11!!!!” lmao. I just hate the term “spirit animal” because of how racists have claimed it. It’s sort of tainted and seen as a joke now.

After a while of being on tumblr, I was introduced to new sources of media and fandoms and shit and eventually the subject of fictionkin. Now see I definitely do get feelings of “ME” when it comes to characters, but that’s just because of how hard I can relate to some of them — having unresolved mental health issues and trauma, being autistic, 14-16 years old, and very impressionable doesnt exactly help either lol. So I decided to call myself “fictionkin” and let that destroy my sense of identity.

I ended up kinning like upwards of 20 characters and I seriously named myself after each and every one of them, had a huge kin page and shit, and even blamed some of my actions on “kin shifts”. I let fictionkin shit take over my entire identity to the point where tbh? I didn’t leave my house other than to go to school for six months (but even then I was CONSTANTLY on tumblr at school) and pretty much refused to live in the real world. Overall, I was the stereotypical Kinnie™ and I regret my past with that shit so fucking much.

I was kin with some very edgy characters and after I ended up meeting Kin Friends, I actually started experiencing delusions and false placebo memories of “canons” and shit (which said Kin Friends actually enabled and encouraged). Eventually I went through the whole “freaking out about doubles” phase because my internalized abandonment issues shot through the roof after my “canonmates” started talking to “doubles” of “me”.

After a while, a new thing became popular within the fictionkin community — dissociative identity disorder and “systems” and “fictives”. Kinnies started (and still do) mistakingly relate a mental disorder to their kin bullshit and treat it as if its one and the same. You have 13 year olds self diagnosing themselves with DID and 10 other things to try to be The Most Mentally Ill™ Valid© person around. Now… me with my fragmented sense of identity, emotional issues, memory issues, and past trauma immediately picked up on this unfortunately and well…. otherkin shit literally made me fake self diagnose myself with this disorder and I created about 15 fake “alters” (mostly “fictives” and based off of fictional characters). I also dated one of those friends because “lol i ship us together we’d be so hot” kinnie-dating bullshit which actually led to me being abused.

The kin friends who encouraged these bad behaviors didn’t help me at all and after a while of fully enabling my negative and toxic behaviors and telling me it was “good to be that way”, they actually ended up becoming hypocrites and blaming me for what they caused me to do. So I’m sure you can tell what happened next — we all had a huge falling out. They ended up stalking me for well over a year. I had to abandon my old blog and tbh chances are they still stalk it (it’s still up, just inactive).

I took some time off of tumblr after they all stalked me and I felt a lot better. It took me a few weeks to understand that the reason I was feeling better was because I was literally back in the real world. But after accepting and understanding this, I grew and I ended up seeking help for my Issues. I’m definitely no longer that impressionable kinnie anymore and thank god I grew out of that shit.

[deku-vs-villains]

sparksparta replied to your post “yo legit question to anti-kin folk!”

If they're chill, we're cool. We're not going to judge someone just because they're kin; it's their actions that define them as a person. If they respect us, we'll respect them. Anti-kin mostly tend to focus on the kins that take shit waaay too far.

ahhhh alright i see that!

i didn’t know there were people who took their kinning way too far tbh...well other then the obvious god-kin but that’s not a topic i know much about so eH?

[serkitten-archive]

I want cuddle you and kiss your face off because I miss you so damn much. :'3 <3

Ah friend!!! Just a few more days!!! <333

[dvespritedeactivated-blog1]

Anons are assholes. They hide behind the gray face because they're too cowardly to say anything without repercussions. Don't freak yourself out over a bunch of moronic bitches. You're beautiful and so is life. You got this.

Yeah, honestly it’s kinda’ sad how they hide on anon. Not that telling me to kms off anon would be any better but, c’mon. It’s pathetic lmfao. Thanks for the message. <3