#sparrowchirps

[littlesparrowsnest]

quick what should my new nickname be: dove, crow, chickadee, or swallow

[littlesparrowsnest]

hey now would be a wonderful time to change my theme, write an about, update my links, change my nickname, url, and icon, and ignore my homework that has been piling up for a week

[littlesparrowsnest]

JUST BOUGHT CONDOS AND THE DEBATE ON ITUNES

[littlesparrowsnest]

there is a fucking NIGHT VALE CANADA TOUR and im going to be in fucking CHINA having SURGERY at the time im gonna KILL

[littlesparrowsnest]

FUCK

[littlesparrowsnest]

I'm still going through my likes and unliking all the old things I liked and I can watch the timeline by the things I liked

and I know I'm getting closer to them

I'm getting close to all the posts they made that I liked, I'm getting close to all those interactions we had that I liked

I'm getting close to seeing their words and posts and I'm getting close to when I started talking to them, when I was naive and ridiculously in love with them

and I'm scared because I know it's going to hurt seeing what we used to have

but I can do this.

I loved someone else before them, someone I talked to on tumblr long ago, someone whose posts I liked

I got through those posts. It hurt, but I went through them and continued unliking all the posts in my likes

if I got through seeing my past friendship with the first person, I can go through with the second

except the second was not so long ago, and what they left me with still hurts

I've moved on, I know. But it still hurts. I'm still scared.

I can do this.

[littlesparrowsnest]

I'm gonna wear makeup for an entire week and take a million selfies and maybe post a few every day to get more comfortable with my appearance

[littlesparrowsnest]

I wish I could take good selfies