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Swapped around some of the colours in the blog. Keeping the colour scheme alive for the sake of the reference, but hopefully text should be somewhat easier to distinguish.

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Wow! 100 posts. Er… I have a Tumblr badge now. Fun.

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I should be doing other things. Instead, I’ve spent the past half-hour making a chart… sigh.

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Wow bye bye 1.6k words 👋👋👋👋

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To Love A Ghost

Date posted: 02/05/26 [DD/MM/YY]

Fandom: MCSR, HBG

Chapters: 1/?

Word count: 1908

Summary: One second Hackingnoises was laid haphazardly on his bed, legs dangling off the edge while scrolling on his phone, the next-

Hax was still in the same position, thumb mid swipe, except he’d blanked out the moment he’d started looking through the Ranked official directory. The air tasted stale. Behind him—his head, actually, because he was laid down—the wall trembled; he could faintly make out the noise of a drill turning on and off. Frowning, he searched for any memory of welcoming, or even noticing, new tenants. Nothing. It shouldn’t have surprised him—his memory was not known for being the most reliable nowadays—, but surely Infume would’ve brought it up to him at some point?

^ embedded link but here anyways https://archiveofourown.org/works/84169106/chapters/221954241

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Lowkeniunely this so funny bcs in hfhvau:re!swap, spau hax might ACTUALLY be able 2 have a ‘happy’ [as in. Not Die] ending. Like no joking. We will see where it goes for now tho

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Full ver & unblacked-out poetry under cut

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ASK GAME!!! 7, 20 and 21!!!!!!

Affromentioned ask game :3

Ok i got a bit carried away yapping so im putting it all under a cut bcs im so nice and polite

7) which fic are you most proud of?

Unpublished / not yet finished fics? DEFINITELY “dedications of a dead man”; my beautiful 2nd person pov 90k-ish wc monster of a “oneshot” <- original intention but it kiiinda spiraled from there BAHAHAHAHA. Most of it (50k-ish) was written in the span of ONE MONTH!! And i was workin on other fics WHILE writing it!!! Freaking crazy… even now i think ive learned the most from writing that, about pacing, word choice, emotions, etc :3

Published fics: prollyyy my pacrimAU fic [<- one of the FIRST FICS i’ve ever outlined EVER!! Im still really happy with how the first chapter came out <3 i dont think ill ever update it tho BAHAHAHAH]-

-oooor WST ‘cause it was very experimental and pulled a LOT from “dedications of a dead man” Yay

20) what inspired you to write?

Other literature! The first FIC i ever wrote was a svsss fic,,, the first longfic was a ToA fic but what started it all was a kindergarten (??) assignment where we had to write a story and i highkey mogged everyone else because i was the only one with a decent grasp on grammar LOLLLL… lowk that was the first time i was like “woah. Maybe im fucking tas at this shit. Lowk this writing shit mad easy…” aaand i didnt write nonfiction until sixth grade.?? Like UNIRONICALLY maybe seventh or eighth. Im a big fan of writing meta / analyses sooo a lot of my energy was poured into essays n stuff BUT i also hate essays so it was very push&pull until i started writing fic! :3

21) what is smth no one caught in one of ur fics?

Hard question; that’d req me 2 reread my fics and I Dont Do That BAHAHAHHA… okuh ill do a mcsrfic,,,,,, in “when the crimson moon hangs about” no one noticed that FEIN (his past life anyways…) was the one that wrote the cure books! Tbf i didnt add many details alluding to that BAHAHAHAH (lowk i was runnin out of steaaammmm :cccc)

AND in WST no one noticed that the scene wasnt actually playing out in real time #myunreliablenarrator… hax doesnt actually (fully) rmb what happened after he woke up!!

“There was always a better way. Hax’s decision making could be absolutely abysmal at its worst. No half-baked ‘plan’ of his could be trusted.” <- THIS was a 7rowl line,,, aka after the fact!!!

“The world around him flickered. Darted in and out of existence. This wasn’t real.” <- so freaking on the nose… his memories flickering in and out bcs he doesnt rmb it all !!! He’s roughly filling in the gaps n shit afterwards while recalling the scene

“He could still hear it playing—a phantom pain.” I wonder why he’s hearin the music STILL playin… oooh… i wonder!!! I wonder why he desc’s it as a PHANTOM PAIN!! I WONDER!!!! >:3c