#speakingmyheart

[empty-vibes]

Have you ever feared someone's gOodness !!

Not because they will deceive but

What if you will disappoint them

What if you couldn't give the same energy back

And does that ever frightened you so much

That you lOst sOme gems

Just because.. the fear of.. what if !!!!

I dont know should I be happy for not giving them any hope from my side and thus no disappointment to them !!

Or should i regret losing the gems because of my fears !!

[empty-vibes]

Time passes but the impression it leaves , thats everlasting !!

That pain has become a part of you maybe thats why it still wets yOur eyes everytime you think about that !! It still tortures every cell of your body everytime you try to look back !!

That happiness has made its hOme somewhere within yOu thats why , their name still makes you feel butterflies in your stomach ! thats why you still think about that sweet memories every night before sleeping !!

[empty-vibes]

I wish we were birds !!

I wish we were that free to chase the clouds and dive in the air !!

Not being Caged in the bOrders !!

I wish we cOuld !!!

[empty-vibes]

The way night knows itself with the moOn , be that with me !!

[empty-vibes]

I have come to a stage in my life where I didn't mind people hiding things , even from me because yes , i can understand the kind of society we have around us !! Ik why are they hiding .

But the moment I find out that someone out there is comfortable talking to me and sharing their deepest secrets , I feel the luckiest because yes i proved to be a gOod supportive mate !!

Anddd it indeed is so beautiful seeing your mates supporting you in all thick n thins , making you achieve your goals . Its just so adorable helping and seeing each other , growing tOgether !!

I j hope that one day we will realize that growing together with hands in hands is soo beautiful and peaceful rather than getting jealous and pulling everyone's leg just to be ok the top ,because in the end ALLAH has written the fortunes of us all and whats us can never be taken by anyone at all !!

Lets change the tradition and help each other grow in a happy , cooperative and healthy environment !!

[empty-vibes]

I am just so tired of this world , I am tired of the people around me !!! everything and everyone is such a facade . I am just standing seeing people ditching each others cutting the roots of everyone around them . At this moment I am scared of the people I know . I wish I could filter the loyal ones AAAHHHH its just so heartbreaking i am holding a lot that I need to tell someone my poor soul is losing its strength but idk whom to trust . idk why people have made it so difficult to trust. I have a lot to tell but seeing my sorrounding I am scared what if they will make fun of me or they will consider me a poor broken soul or what if they used my weeknesses against me ... AHH WHAT IF !!!!!!!!!!!

[azureandie]

I wonder why your at the forefront of my mind. Eyes locked on your beauty, mind fixated on learning more and unlocking this pandora's box before me,soul on soul contact with peaceful vibes witin a chaotic world.

[therealeternia]

...what I've always looked for, reciprocally, in a friendship... #ThomasMertonFortheWin #SpeakingMyHeart