#specterseen

[nozoinks]

//Putting this under a cut because I'm responding to you guys!

purelyradiating

im really sorry :( losing a pet i salways so hard, i feel for you. I'm sorry again

thank you hun. it's been the hardest thing for me in the world right now, to go through the motions, to see her things and know she wont be playing with her toys, or be at the end of my bed every night anymore. it’s just so hard. but I know she was loved, and I know she knew that too. <3 

specterseen

<3

thanks hun <333

thatcertainnight

oh, no! i feel your pain. i too recently lost my 16-year-old tomcat. but remember it's okay to grieve, especially after you've spent such a long time around your pet friend. you're allowed to move on at your own pace!

oh my gosh hun!!! I’m so so so sorry for your loss too!! it’s just so hard to lose a pet that you love unconditionally and who loves you just as much back. thank you hun <3 it’s good to hear others feel this way about it too. 

easternblade

I hope you're doing better, and if you need more time to yourself please take it.  What's most important is how you're feeling.  Never feel pressured to be here. <3

Thank you soooooo much hun <3333 I thought I’d be back earlier this week but I just needed more time. I knew back in May when we put her down the following months would be hard, I just tried to power through it without giving myself time to think and allow myself to grieve more than I had to (sometimes blocking things out helps, and sometimes it just piles up in a corner and comes back to bite you later).

I needed to hear your words (because right now it just feels like everyone has moved on and expects the same from me), I needed to to hear everyone who responded to my OOC messages. <3 

Thank you guys so much <3 

We buried her on May 22, and today I was at the cemetery and they’d finished her plot (which I thought was going to be done a year from now!!!), so this was a really moving surprise, and I’m so happy with how it turned out. On the plaque it says “My Bestfriend and Companion. Toffy. October 14th 2006 - May 7th 2019. I always believed you would live forever, I just never thought it would be in my heart”. <3 

[jouesrose-a]

                 *( @specterseen​ ) 

🌹*╱         ⋮ ╰  the transition to american high school was proving to be a difficult one. the hallways buzzed with an incessant fast-paced energy that made her unspeakably anxious and they didn’t even use the metric system !  ❝ i     i’m so sorry to bother y-you but, uh       can you help m-me find um... ❞  a class schedule is unfolded in her shaky hands, ❝       room three twenty-seven ? ❞

[nozoinks]

“ROBIN! ROBIN!” True panic flashed in his eyes as he raced through her house searching each room for his bestfriend. Things had felt weird all day, more so than unusual, which was saying something for a spirit that was half-alive and half-dead. Maybe the hospital was trying a new medication? Something that could wake him up? Or maybe the reaper had finally decided it was time to pay his body a visit. Whatever the reason, Cam had gone to the hospital to check in and see what was going on for himself. When he’d appeared in the front foyer of the hospital he’d started toward the elevator but stopped. Last time he’d gotten stuck in it riding every floor but the one his body was situated in. Probably a better idea to just take the stairs. Quickly changing direction, he passed through a person heading in, and felt a shiver run through him, his gaze lifting to catch sight of the back of the head of the person. They were wearing a hat, with the words ICE HUSKEYS stitched along the back. For a second he thought nothing of it, but then he remembered he’d seen those words before. But where? Doing a quick turn on the spot, he raced up to follow beside the guy, peering at the familiar face that was attached to the hat he was wearing. But… where…?! A memory burst into his mind and he saw a fist flying toward his eye, the chair he was bound on tipping over, and as he fell he saw the same face and hat he was seeing in the hospital right now. Jesus Christ, this was one of the guys who’d left him in a coma! Suddenly panic raced through him, and he’d gone to the only person he knew would help. But she wasn’t anywhere to be found!! “Robin! Please! I need your help!” he shouted desperately, hoping she was home.

[massacr3d]

✝✝✝ @specterseen : ❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

the sun hung just above the pines from where he sat perched on the hood of his truck, casting him in a blanket of warmth that did little to melt his frigid insides - and wasn't it just like robin to show up out of the blue as he's teetering on the edge of his own sanity, as if she somehow had the ability to read his mind. "I ain't much for company." words are mumbled between the joint dangling from his lips, encasing him in a haze of muddy smoke. he'd rather be alone, however, he'd be lying if he said he hadn't grown a rather annoying sweet spot for the girl - and so he holds out the joint between his two fingers, wiggling it in robins direction. "want a hit?"

[hidefiremoved]

❝ I didn't know where else to go . . . ❞ robin injured her arm or something while exploring and probably didn't want to alarm her dad lol

@specterseen ... an old prompt.

"you've gotta stop going exploring without me, robin." not that rain would have specifically prevented this injury from happening. there's a good chance that she would have caused or encouraged it. but at least robin wouldn't have had to walk all the way here for some kind of help.

still, rain ushers her in, making sure that she's careful. "so, how bad is it? like, you know i can't replace a hospital, right?"

[bonemachiine]

@specterseen

∗ 29﹕ sender  writes  a  note  on  receiver’s  skin :  [ is actually just a little doodle of a smiley face with lil horns on noah's hand ] .

⛓⛓ "who knew you were such an artist." --- he's teasing, lips curved into an amused smile, studying the doodle in the dim light. "my turn." he takes the marker, beginning to draw a small black cat on the inside of robin's wrist.

[tremblesigh]

“ i’m making you feel guilty. is it working? “

@specterseen

he's trying to pretend that it isn't, but her puppy dog eyes have to be supernaturally powerful, or something. because without even giving an answer, he finally decides to grab a jacket. okay, she's won him over. he'll actually go out.

"come on." he grabs his keys. "where are we going?"

[philomelia]

christmas looks different everywhere. cassie has seen it all: the christmases without snow, without lights, without trees-- the ones where the world was completely white and hollow, where gloves were a safety precaution rather than a cute accessory-- and the sleepy little towns that erected trees all over, that held carol singing competitions, that let lights eat the world up. but her favourites would always be the ones she spent with other people. with @specterseen by her side, the two of them walk through the snow - covered streets, the air thick with hot chocolate and the chatter of child - like excitement. " are you not wearing gloves? " cassie asks, eyes blown wide as she notices robin's pale hands. " here, " cassie said, tugging one of her own off with her teeth. " wear this one. we can each have just one. "