#spiderbeam

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……….how are we feeling

oh we are FEELING.

[rintari]

Spidersona Part 3

Background and some canon events

Michelle

Spider-Woman

Spider-Beam

Part 1

Part 2

Michelle's biggest divergence is her family which includes her parents and siblings. This is one reason why she's paired with May Parker as her mentor, because May has parents and a sibling too. Except Michelle's family doesn't know about her being Spider-woman, even though she has a good relationship with them. They worry about her living so far, she sees it as protecting them.

Despite the secrecy, she's very emotionally well adjusted being Spider-woman and its demands on her life. Being able to share the workload with Jessica and Cindy and have reliable allies is the main contributor to her work life balance. 

Michelle has experienced a few canon events, other than being bitten. She has fewer canon events than most spiders because of Jessica and Cindy, her move from her family, and extreme separation of her spider and regular life.

The three Spider-women experienced various spider canon events, as if they split it among themselves.

Michelle has experienced a Captain Stacy event.

Being Spider-woman has also worked out well for Michelle because her husband KNOWS she's spider woman. 

Patrick has been a part of Michelle's life from a young age. After an eternity of will-they or won't-they, they finally became a couple and were eventually married. She told him her identity after he proposed, not wanting it to be an issue in their marriage. While surprised, he takes the news well. He supports her however he can, mostly by moving to New York for her.

They were only able to get together during a time when she experienced a major canon event: she lost her spider powers. After two years of being Spider woman, a significant fight with Electro resulted in power loss when she tried to fight alone. He caught her and tried to stop her heart with multiple electricity strikes.

She barely manages to get away.

"It felt like I was being ripped apart," she whispers to Jessica while shaking. 

Michelle looks at her trembling hands, "I-I can't make it stop."

Jessica takes Michelle's hands between her own, "imagine holding yourself together. We'll be here until you're able."

In the morning, her spider abilities are gone.

At first, she tried working with Doctor Strange and the spider women to regain her powers.

When nothing worked, she scheduled a long return visit to California to be close with her family. Feeling lost, she reached out to childhood friends in order to regain something normal in her life.

Michelle and Patrick started dating after a month, but she regained her powers soon after. She returned to New York and they started dating long distance, which helped keep her spider woman life a secret.

Patrick moves in after the wedding. It's a relief to have someone she can completely be herself with.

Once the spider society recruited her, she left the library and worked at HQ full time. She felt that her universe was protected and in capable hands.

Her explanation to family and friends is that she's working for an organization that requires complete discretion/secrecy. Most people think she works for a government agency.

Her main condition for joining the society was to keep Patrick updated if something happened to her and bring him with her if she moved on site. She refused to keep this a secret from him. Patrick still works a regular job to keep up appearances for their lifestyle. 

Michelle knows she would have the most impact helping younger spiders. After probation, she specialized in helping/mentoring spiders with children who were already developing spider powers like Peter B's Mayday, and spiders younger than 13.

To be continued!

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so………. thoughts? 🫣🫣

OSCAR PIASTRI ARE U READYYY TO DATE POP STAR!READER ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

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just out of dumb curiosity but do you prefer to write on your phone or computer? 💫

curiosity is never ever dumb in this household!!! i think i'm only ever capable of writing on my computer tbh 🫠 of all my fics, probably only one or two have been written on my notes app. wby, my love

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for the fic game number 7 maybe? 💘💘

❔ FIC WRITER ASK GAME. is there a fic you wish you received feedback on, but didn't get any/much? this ask game is asking someone else to then give feedback on said fic, pretty pretty please!!!

i'm caught between two fics: change me at all costs (cs55) and everything you wanted (yt22)! i have a soft spot for all of my carlos fics, tbh, but i remember thinking i would never be able to top change me at all costs in terms of romance/tenderness. i felt such a thrill writing it + listening to the song it's inspired by. to this day, i think it's the sweetest story i've written despite people not immediately associating it with me when they think of my writing :"-) as for the yuki fic, i do feel like there's holes in it that make it not quite up to par with the rest of my fics but the flavor of angst & hurt/comfort in it is just so!!! my shayla. i don't want to call it a commentary piece (it is not that), although i will acknowledge that it's a fic that is trying to say something e.g. about the sport/red bull/etc.

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thinking about httyd!lando again 😵‍💫😵‍💫 i keep going back to that fic and????? it should have 1k notes MINIMUM imo but anyways the relationship lando has with the nightfury is something i didn’t know i needed but now i depend upon it 🙂‍↕️

squeals!!! thank u for the nice words, my love 🥹 lando in like all-fire most definitely just treats his night fury like a big, black cat,, they are so dear 2 me

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okay okay so this is so so random but i was reading the lyrics of a few of my favorite songs and i realized that niña primavera by nasa histoires just gives off MAJOR vibes of underground fighter!isack n his gf :( i think i didn’t clock it immediately cause the rhythm is SO UPBEAT but the lyrics are CRUSHING. like…..

“spring girl, soul of traveler / and me so badly hurt / we are broken and what is broken cannot be damaged / tell me you love me / life is fragile, it can end.”

HELLO????? i cant believe i didn’t notice it before im screaming

ouu,, i've fallen and i can't get up...., i read the translation for the song in full and u have absolutely WRECKED me. something about the all's well that ends well couple that tackles affection, tenderness, and forgiveness despite life that changes and challenges. PLUS this one stanza. i'm devastated ☹️

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“ I needed closure." for Talia & Peter!!

“What exactly were you expecting, Tee? What did you think would happen when I found out?” Peter was shaking his head in disbelief as he stared at Talia. 

Talia shook her head, long blonde waves bouncing across her shoulders. “No- I-I don’t know. All I know is you were dead. For five years. And I had to move on,” she said desperately, pushing back the tears fighting to escape. She wouldn’t cry. She couldn’t. “But you’re here now. And I just want you. Isn’t that what matters?”

Peter pinched the bridge of his nose as he turned away, clearly needing to pace as he let out a huff. “But you still saw him. You were with him last night.”

Talia swallowed hard, feeling her chest heaving with a bitter mixture of guilt and grief. “Nothing happened.” It wasn’t a lie. But it wasn’t entirely true either, and she could tell her own doubt was written all over her face. 

“Really?” Peter didn’t even bother to look at her though, his eyes staring hard out at the city skyline in front of them. 

“I needed closure. I needed to say goodbye,” Talia defended herself, hugging her arms around her chest tightly. “I can’t just erase those years, Peter. You were gone, remember? I had no one.”

“Except for him.” Peter’s words were bitter as he turned to face her again, but his eyes only had heartbreak in them. 

“Yes, I found someone who could help me breathe a little easier, who helped me wake up on mornings when I couldn’t even think about getting out of bed. When all I could think about was you dying right in front of me.” Talia said, her voice cracking slightly at the memory. “He helped me survive. He deserved a goodbye.”

Peter stared back in silence for a moment, reading the full amount of Talia’s anguish as she did her best not to fall apart in front of him. “So what now? Where do we go from here?” he asked after a long moment. 

Talia usually had an answer for everything, a solution or an idea to solve the problem. But she didn’t have an answer this time.