Never needed a #carnivalride to know What this feels like... Been through it real-life... SpinniN...SpuN... Upside-down Nowhere to RuN... Til the ride comes to a stop... But Mine never stopped... Even when I tried to get off!!!... Nothing left but 2 Hands Barely Holding On... Til fingertips Bled... BeggiN for my Life... Escaped the Lies I was Fed... So many #Vicodines I should be dead... But instead... I'm attempting This ride called life.. Once again... But this time ... I'm HoldiN on With both hands... Tighter Grip... Better plan... I've given my life up Leaving it in Gods Hands... Hes the only one I follow... Besides my Father... Or GrandFather before him I shall never question again... How valuable life is... Dizzy AF... cant remember things I said But I'm grateful each day... Cuz I'm still LiViN... Flip me anyway you Like... I always know where the ground is... And No matter how bad Life gets... It's better to be 6ft above.. Than 6ft under my friends!!!... And so DPoMLiVe... was born to help we Remember...what LiviN Is all about!!!... SingiN... ShouTiN... I feel reborn again.... At least that's what My heart is SayiN... This SouL is on fire Once again!!!... #spinningincircles #ptsd #bluntforceheadtrauma #crackedskull #thankyougod #readyforanotherround #ringthebell #fightingformylife #opioidsurvivor #opioidaddiction #ilovemyselfagain (at Florida Strawberry Festival) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9j8By4h0ue/?igshid=qyfddhdu45ub









