”I loved you so much. I didn’t care. Most people, as far as I can see, when they’re in love with someone and the love isn’t returned, feel that they have a grievance. They grow angry and bitter. I wasn’t like that. I never expected you to love me, I didn’t see any reason that you should. I never thought myself very lovable. I was thankful to be allowed to love you and I was enraptured when now and then I thought you were pleased with me or when I noticed in your eyes a gleam of good-humoured affection. I tried not to bore you with my love; I knew I couldn’t afford to do that and I was always on the lookout for the first sign that you were impatient with my affection. What most partners expect as a right, I was prepared to receive as a favour.”
spn femslash bingo: square filled: emma & marin 🎶 an on the road & falling in and out of love mix 🎶
