Fuggin' truth was, since 2006 I'd been approached by handfuls of media organizations, indy and documentary filmmakers and news shows wanting me in their various "Nerd #TMNT FANDOM" shows, mini-docs and movies. I even had to film some demo thing for an ill fated #KevinEastman documentary. NOTHING EVER PANNED OUT. I'd been rejected, shunned, passed over so many fucking times, wasted valuable work hours and making connections with media types that just didn't give a fuck about me as a fan, artist and designer ,blue-collar worker, or simply as a person. Yeah sure, a couple things just "Died in production Hell" but I'm sorry, been so jaded by these experiences over the decades I DID not really care about @toys nacelles "#TheToysThatMadeUs". I figured I'd get around to watching it eventually but it brought me so much anxiety thinking about, seriously I put it off indefinitely. #2022 has killed what little "Holiday Spirit " I had left..but I needed something to watch to end the miserable day, so I finally got the gumption to watch the #2019 S.3 #TMNT toy ep. Old friends n allies from @playmatestoys , @blacknerd , @steve_rvarner of @varnerstudios were in the doc and @cowabungacorner told me to watch it with a grain of salt. WASN'T bad. But NOONE told me that old " Masters of the Filthy Codgerverse",#JamesEatock @cerealgeek77 was in the damned show. So he's flappin his gums about #SpockDonatello and that made me laugh hysterically -- so "Thanks,J!! - you made my #BoxingDay" 👍🏼🎄🐢🗯 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cmob36nuMnm/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=