#spoon deficiency

[stellaltumi]

LOW SPOON DAY I REPEAT LOW SPOONS

[nimmo-tube-cheese]

So nervous I could puke

[amaditalks]

There won't be a 42 signal boosts posts for today due to life and lack of spoons. Double post tomorrow though, so stay tuned.

[hypotheticalthalamus-blog1-blog]

Vicious Cycle

I've been super-fatigued lately, which leads to me going to bed fairly early (around 9.30 last night, for example). But when I go to bed too early I sleep really poorly--last night I woke up three or four times. Normally I sleep straight through the night uninterrupted.

So because I sleep poorly I get tired even earlier. And I am currently resisting the urge to just go to sleep here and now, because I know that will not end terribly well.

[hypotheticalthalamus-blog1-blog]

Indulged myself a bit by going out and having lunch at an *actual* restaurant instead of fast food.

A process which took about an hour.

Came home and just CRASHED on the couch for two hours after that. Now I've made it up to my room, but am still exhausted.

Fingers crossed I get some energy in time to do the dishes I said I would do =/

I am always the fail-y housemate.

It's a wonder the others put up with me.

[hypotheticalthalamus-blog1-blog]

Today I am just quietly staying in bed, mostly.

I'm depressed and exhausted and also kind of sore.

I really was hoping to clean today, for my housemates' sake (a lot of the current mess in our abode is at least partially my fault), but managing that seems at this point kind of unlikely 

=(

[hypotheticalthalamus-blog1-blog]

Just cleaned most of the really egregious trash off the floor of my room.

More than half-filled a full-size garbage bag. This is exhibit A on why that is something that I should do more often.

On the other hand, exhibit A on why I don't clean up more often is the fact that I am now debilitatingly exhausted and my legs hurt like fury.

Sigh.

ETA: on the other hand, go me for managing to do it at all! Ac-CENT-tchu-ate the positive, and all that.