For the next six months Panic! will be on tour, and Brendon looks forward to performing almost every night. Seeing the millions of fans become one and sing along to songs that mean something to him is truly amazing. Still being on the road has its own sacrifices,the main one being lack of sleep. So whenever he gets a chance to relax or take a nap he jumps at the opportunity!
However tonight while he slept, his brain was having a party that his whole body wanted to come to. It’s no secret that there was something unspoken going on between him and his band mate Spencer. Well to be fair he never just a band mate to him, he was truly his best friend. Spencer Smith is one of the most loyal and sweetest people Brendon has ever met. Spencer is very easy to talk to and when Bren thought he had no one Spence was right there. They’ve grown even closer lately and it’s hard to hide how happy they are together in public.
Neither confirmed that what they had together was more than friendship though. In fact the only time Brendon lets his mind fully go there is when he dreams, which brings us back to current time. Bren wakes abruptly when the wonderful dream he was having ends. He sits up straight and rubs his fingers through his hair as he breathes heavily remembering the vivid details of being touched. The way soft lips combined with his and filled his hunger with need and want. And how passion overtook every thought that was in his mind,when the kisses got slower and moved lower! He bit his lip,closed his eyes almost being able to feel,the moment the tip of his dick was licked by that tongue he admired so much. It was almost too much to take just thinking about how clear everything was. He covered his hardness with a pillow when there was a knock at his door.
‘Brendon Zack said we have two hours before we leave.’ ‘So if you want to get dressed and come down and get breakfast we’ll meet you downstairs.’ Brendon did not answer,feeling quite embarrassed and speechless. The knocks continued,'Hey are you ok?’ Spence asked sounding concerned. Bren hands started to shake as he slowly got up and held his pillow vertical against himself. He unlocked the door and came face to face with Spencer. He smiled and said ’Hey Spence, I’m sorry, I was sleeping, I’ve been so tired lately. 'I think I’m going to skip breakfast and sleep in.’ Spencer looked at him weird, but nodded his head deciding to buy his story. Until he noticed how Brendon held the pillow tightly around him.
He stared back at him, before pushing the door back and demanding to know what going on. Brendon had tumbled back from the impact of the door but luckily caught himself before falling. He was really pissed that Spencer thought he could just waltz in his room demanding to know what’s gong on. Yet he stays quiet when it comes to status of their relationship. Brendon threw the pillow at Spencer and exposing the dent in boxers. 'You know what Spencer I was just in bed having a sex dream about you.’ Spencer’s eyes grew bigger making them look like two pools you could just jump in.
Brendon had to refocus because just looking at them makes him forget things. He folded his arms and began speaking again you, 'I have the dreams all the damn time.’ 'You touching me, and learning all the things that make me feel good. 'Me messing up your perfectly combed hair and turning it into a wild mess.’ 'Us leaving marks all over each other bodies till we are too sore to move and he just hang on to each other.’
'And.. Brendon babbling stopped when Spencer pressed his finger to lips shushing him. 'Maybe you are still dreaming’ are the only five words he said before pulling Brendon closer to him and kissing him.
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