#spring never comes

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Spring Never Comes by Lil Xtra https://soundcloud.com/lilxtraatl/spring-never-comes

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Carousel by Lil Xtra Round and round on the carousel I want to get off but I can’t Nothing I do ever works out end up right back at the start Step off of the plane in my home town I hate the way you always look down On me you’re never gonna think that wherever I am is where I ought to be now I want to believe in your good intentions I always seem let you down I’m always failing in your predictions Push my head in watch me drown Hold it in, count to ten blow it back out Broken down from a pound to a stack now Broken but hoping you’ll hear this out As the words fall right out of my mouth I don’t want to see you in my mentions Every time you let me down I’m Better off without my suspicions You’re Better off without me around Round and round on the carousel I want to get off but I can’t Nothing I do ever works out end up right back at the start To the start of my memories no one fucking with my art and you defending me It’s hard to believe that you got me to see that on my motherfucking own Is the way I’m supposed to be so I suppose opportunities grow But do I really give a fuck if you won’t be at my show On and on, always stressing bout the songs that I wrote On and on, when the world ends nobody knows While the world spins, I got lots of places to go i got some changes I want to make I got some money to blow And on the day I die I can’t take that shit with me so Ima try to do something you remember for

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Deathwish by Lil Xtra Lay In bed all day I’m broken like my empty promises Once upon a long long time ago I used to have these dreams I thought One day I’d find my purpose Over time I’ve realized I’m not Conquering the things I fear Capable of of breaking through Lost the things I once held dear I don’t know what the fuck to do Left beliefs that once defined me My best days are long behind me Half the time I’m breathing In I’m dreaming of the day I finally stop Check my feelings at the door I don’t know what I’m fighting for I used to pray things would change But now I’m well aware they’re not I used to say Everything will be alright But it never will be So I stay in my bed I hate when you call And say you should come out tonight I just bought an ounce I’m gonna smoke it instead Yeah yeah Stop fucking telling me I’m fine I hate the way you keep your cool I’m aware you’re always right Go on and play me for the fool Take the blood out of my veins Go on do your worst to me I wouldn’t wish this type of pain On my own worst enemy Lay in bed but never sleep I tried to fight but I’m too weak And Every time I try to speak I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor Heard you’re doing better now It makes it worse I don’t know how The world keeps turning I can’t breath I just can’t do this anymore I used to pray that everything would be alright But nothing could hear me Cause there’s nothing... Nothing at all I used to say Everything will be alright But it never will be So I just stay in my bed And I hate when you call And say you should come out tonight I just bought an ounce I'm gonna smoke it instead I used to pray that Everything would be alright But it never will be So I stay in my bed I won’t take your call I’m not going out tonight I’ll never be alright I wish I was dead I used to think that everything would be alright But it never will be I wish I was dead

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So What - Feat Dope$ick - Prod Kado by Lil Xtra https://soundcloud.com/dopesickatl My head is full of smoke I Wish I was flying Far away from home Some place nice to die in You haunt the ground I walk on I Sink to the bottom I wish you would leave me alone I don't give a damn if you love me I don’t even understand how you touch me All my sins stick to my body like I stuck to you These days the people want me These days your face it haunts me But I can’t hate you for the things you put me through Dope$ick I can't hate you for the shit you put me through Is it okay if I miss you? Goddammit I'm broken reflection is cracked shit have fun trying to see through Now that I'm sober I just want to die Goddammit I need you but it's alright I don't think that I need you I know that I love you It's just hard to stay clean and existing without you Get out Of my head You make me wish I was dead You lost So what I wish you’d keep your mouth shut It hurts I bet You thought you’d run with my set You can’t So what I wish you’d shut the fuck up

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Apathetic by Lil Xtra You said I can’t Believe that you would really say that I know It hurts You want pretty lies but they’re just words I hope You know I’m trying even if it don’t show You were The best curse That I ever could have asked for I've been breathing since 1995 But I’ve only been feeling since you arrived Oh my how the fucking time flies When you hate everything and you’re bored with life And now I’m bored with spite I don’t really hate you I just hate the lies When the time comes gotta pay the price And I Always knew you would cut me down to size I don’t care I don’t care That you said you would stay then you weren’t there I don’t care I don’t care Now I got a little clout that I won’t share I don’t care I don’t care That I feel a little worse than my best years I don’t care don’t care I don’t give a fuck when the check clears I know I’m wrong Never let bygones be bygones Okay Its alright I know I never care at the right times Always I know You’re never gonna be at my show All good That’s fair There’s really no point cause you don’t care Check me on your tv screen I don’t want to be rude but I think i’m gonna be 'cause All I ever really wanted to be was Happy with a mouth that keeps shut But now I’m getting paid to speak up Quick With the similes can’t keep up I Hit a couple g’s then I re-up Got Everything that I need in my prenup It's whatever

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I'm Just Having A Bad Day I'll Get Over It by Lil Xtra Break me, I know that you hate me I don’t want to hear you’ve been doing good lately These thoughts I hold just keep holding me down down down Father would you even bother I can’t wait till you take me to the water Push my head in until I drown drown drown All I ever wanted wanted was to feel like One day someday everything would feel right But I find that I’m living through phases The good things die and the bad never changes All I really know is what I’ve been through Retweet delete texts I’ll never send you I don’t mind that I’m living life wasted I just want to die gotta find a little patience Everyone I know is full of shit Light my hometown up man fuck those hypocrites Who needs enemies with a friend like this I’d rather cop an Audi and some ice up on my wrists aye ya I know that hurts when you see me up on the TV I know that it fucking burns I know that you want to be me Maybe if you show at one of my shows I’ll sign a CD ya Or maybe not cause these days I just don’t fuck witcha All I ever did was to defend you You know I know you know what I been through Can’t deny that my life fucking wasted Tryna stay high with a heart full of hatred I don’t want to hear about your problems We in the same boat bruh everybody’s got them And they never getting better better face it Someone tell me why my life never changes My world falls apart again I miss my life I miss my friends I miss my health what happened I miss my life I miss my friends I miss my health what happened And my world falls apart again

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Haunt Me by Lil Xtra It burns it burns away And I am ashes Spread across the floor I threw myself to sharks only To wash up on the shore Close your eyes And walk alone in darkness once again Lay in bed all day I'm Broken like my empty promises The things that you can't see The lies that I believed The way that I can't breath These are the things that haunt me It burns it burns away and I am helpless White noise in my sound We like to play with matches just to burn it to the ground Close your eyes And feel the stare of Aires right above The heavens reign upon you taking everything you love The things that you can't see The lies that I believed The way that I can't breath These are the things that haunt me They haunt me