Nov 19, 2021
this isnt a vent, just me trying ti get words out of my head. birdie if you read this, this isnt /neg.
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i dont know how to explain that yes i think what happened was a both of us thing. i dont want to fix you or change you i wanted to say sorry for not realizing you were uncomfy. reading the messages back now its clear you werent good but i couldnt tell. you tried to get me to stop and i didnt stop! and just becauze i yalked yo tommy that doesnt mean i eas feeling shit becayse I WASNT i just wanted to say the 200+ words in my head and make sure i was doing the riht thing and Apologize . i want to make sure you know that you Can Tell me To Stop if i need to stop!! so i ddont hurt you guys and you guys dont end up feeling like shit