Oct 8, 2019
hello dearies! i’ve posted another video! this time i decided to share with yall a song i wrote a while ago 🍃 i hope u like it!!
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hello dearies! i’ve posted another video! this time i decided to share with yall a song i wrote a while ago 🍃 i hope u like it!!
thank u 💓
i had a dream last night
i haven’t dreamed of you in months
i know im posting this late but today is the day ive been selfshipping with shanks for a year now and i cannot express how much this has changed my life for the better.
on may 7, 2025, i saw shanks for the first time and i knew that i was in deep. the quality of my life has improved significantly in every single way. i am happier every day. i am more excited about life and in the mundane. i actually look forward to new adventures in my everyday life, going outside and experiencing the world, and seeing what life has in store for me the way the sea would in another life. he has helped me expand my horizons so much and brings me so much excitement it makes me joyous. shanks has taught me how to laugh things off, to not sweat the small stuff, and to enjoy life as it comes. he's taught me to show emotion and cry over things that bother me, as long as i do something about it. showing pain is equally as brave as showing courage, which is a lesson that has taken me an incredibly long time to learn since i have had a hard time being honest. blood does not define your future or your destiny and the newer side of life awaits you at every turn; you just have to be brave enough to take it.
「 there’s no shame in crying, so long as you overcome it. 」
one piece has changed my life in every single way. all the love given to me through shanks is love given to myself, and it makes me emotional knowing how much good has come into my life within a year. a mere 365 days around the sun. ive gotten new friends who love me and care about me, expanded friendships with those who were always meant to stay, and it has given me a true relationship with myself i never thought possible. this year, ive actually been okay being alone because being alone has given me the freedom ive always craved. and its just the start! i cant wait to see where i am this time next year. in a new place physically and mentally? in a new phase of life i never imagined possible? i am so excited.
♀ /// ♆ kisses to my shanksy ♡⸝⸝
all things considered, i am so happy. i am happier than i have ever been. every day with my one-armed man is a step further in the right direction.
lately ive just been listening to electronic music to get shit done and tell me why it helps lol. or even just old edm. this goes hard. i remember my parents trying to find the ‘clean’ version of this song because stupid was a bad word in our house LMFAO
taking decentering men so seriously i have a bird deprogramming playlist. i know this one word for word
this was always my favorite entry in the red hand files. i dont know why. but it was always in my twitter bio when i had a personal one.
“Are you there?” I say. “Yes, I am.” “Yes, I am.” “Yes, I am” they ask. Love, Nick
https://www.theredhandfiles.com/sick-and-tired-of-people-asking-questions/
i’ve written pretty much my whole life. i find it so interesting but incredibly rewarding that this is the year people are finally tapping into what i write about. i wrote this piece two years ago, pouring all my love and passion into it. this made my day honestly. loved waking up to it. i’m going to keep writing because of it