So... I start high school on September 2nd-3rd (I don’t remember exactly). I’m fucking terrified. I’m not scared it’ll be different from middle school, I’m scared it’ll be the same. I don’t know what I’m gonna do, I’ve grown apart from basically my only non-online friend over summer vacation, and I’m not sure if I even have any classes with him. I’m not out irl as genderqueer/nonbinary so I also have to deal with 3-4 years of “she” and “her”. Plus I’m still trying to figure out what I even want my name to be, so the whole year I’ll have to live with my deadname and all that yummy social disphoria, although I’m lucky enough not to feel physical dysphoria just the usual teenage body hate. Ideally I’d drop out or graduate early but I’m not sure if that’s an option for me. At least I’m starting my driver’s ed lessons soon so I can get my drivers license and blow this popsicle stand as soon as I’m legal... anyhow, sorry for the rant... if u want to give advice that’d be super appreciated but if not I just wanted to get this out there. ❤️








