My intuition, or influence, is getting better? I think?
Yesterday while my partner was away at a Dungeons and Dragons game I was meditating on energy, intent, and influence of these things. I decide to play with it, and mentally projected a certainty that my partner would not only roll a nat 20 during his game, but that he would max his damage roll as well.
I don't talk to my partner about spirituality at all. He doesn't know about this blog or much of my studying.
I didn't let my mind entertain any doubt of my intents working, only certainty, and let me tell y'all it paid off. Apparently it worked, and my partner did roll a nat 20 and then roll max damage - on the end boss of the whole session. Wrapped up the days game nice and on time instead of running way over, even. When my partner told me this story, I was brimming with energy and excitement at the confirmation of my working, but could not express it for I am still after all, in the broomcloset.
And then TODAY, I'm driving around for rideshare and end up about 45-an hour from home. I put it out there - I wish, I project, that I'll get an Airport ride from where I'm at - it's a long drive, and the airport is close to home. Lo and behold, 5 minutes later I get an airport ride, and my fare tipped well to boot.
Seeing this stuff come into fruition is scary and exciting