#stefani danielle

[ljwhitcomb]

My god.... I’m still freakishly in love with you....

[ljwhitcomb]

Home is you

We just moved out of the house that my girlfriend has called home for the past four years. I've known this home for almost two and a half years and it's been the centerpiece for most of the memories Stef and I have made together. She held my hand for the first time on the front porch. I felt the butterflies as soon as her hand slid into mine and I still feel them every time her hand touches mine. She planted a kiss on my cheek just outside of the front door. It was the closest thing I had ever had to a real kiss and I flinched when she did it. Only God knows why.... I had to stop myself from running back into the house and giving her a real kiss. I unofficially asked her to be my girlfriend in her bedroom of that house. I had a necklace that came apart into two separate pieces and I asked her if she wanted the other half. She said 'yes'. She fell out of my car onto the front lawn one time. She quickly replied (from the ground) with: "I'm falling for you". She meant it both figuratively and literally. I have so many memories with her in that house. Too many to compile into a post. I have so many memories with all of my fellow gays in that house. Queer house had been my home for one year and I never thought so many memories could be made in such a short time. I miss it. I miss it so much. Our new house is small. It's dirty. It's not home. We don't have enough room for all of our things. We don't live with all of the people that I've come to call my family. But we're only here for one year, and I think that's the only thing getting us through it. Every time I've thought about how much I miss Queer house and how much I don't like this house, I'm reminded of a song. "That's just four walls and a front door, some place we don't live anymore. My heart isn't in those empty rooms. As long as you're waking up with me, baby I don't mind if every night we lay our heads down somewhere new. 'Cause home is you." These lyrics mean so much to me. Especially right now. No matter where we go or where we live, as long as my girl is beside me, I'll be at home. It's not about the building where you sleep and keep all of your stuff, it's who you're with. @passionatelygay and @boopadothekoala are what's making this place a 'home'. It's not the home itself. We can decorate to try to make it feel like more of a home, but I'm not sure that that will fix the emptiness I feel and the emptiness that I know Stef feels when we remember the Queer house. It's just four walls and a front door. We don't live there anymore. My home is you, Stefani. You're my constant. You're my home. You're what makes this okay. It's only one year here. We'll make it. You. Are. My. Home.

[ljwhitcomb]

Let’s slow it down. Take our love and get out of this town.

[ljwhitcomb]

What's your favorite thing about your gf? You are such a cute couple :)

Thank you! :)I don’t have one thing that is my favorite when it comes to her. She’s just the perfect girl for me. She’s intelligent, witty, beautiful, kind, I love every part of what makes her her.  I feel like the luckiest guy in the world to be able to call her mine. She’s just my favorite in general. :)

[ljwhitcomb]

I love you to the moon and back 🚀☀️🌑🌏😍 passionatelygay, are you responsible for this in my drafts??

[ljwhitcomb]

passionatelygay and I went to a fundraiser dance last night. She's always gorgeous, but holy wah was she smokin' hot in that dress!! 🔥🔥 There were many people eyeing her up, but you know what? At the end of the night, she came home with me. 😍

[ljwhitcomb]

Dear girlfriend,

Dear girlfriend,

Whenever I answer Tumblr questions about you, I turn into a big cheese ball and rant on about you. I talk about you like you’re the one responsible for putting the stars in their place in the sky, and I wonder if people get annoyed with how hooked on you that I am. But I’d like to think that you’re just as hooked on me.When I tell you that I’d do anything for you, I don’t think you understand that anything really means anything. I think it’s because I’m pretty crazy about you… really, all you have to do is blink and my heart pounds. You mean more to me than anyone one I have ever met and I make it my daily mission to make you as happy as I can. I still don’t quite understand how I got so lucky. The chances that we would have met the way we did are so small, yet we did. I don’t know what my life would be like if we hadn’t met, and I don’t want to go back to the days before you.We’re perfect opposites. I think that’s why we go so well together. We have this way of balancing each other out and I wonder what it looks like to other people to see us interact. I’ve never found anyone that could calm my anxiety like you can, and it’s a blessing for sure.I’ve told you time and time again that I’m scared of being too deep into a relationship. You keep telling me that I don’t have a reason to be scared. But losing you, losing our relationship, is one of my biggest fear. But logically I know that you would never do anything to hurt me.You’re my favorite person. I love being able to do absolutely nothing with you and having a great time. It’s such a nice feeling to just be able to relax with you and not have to do anything.Have I mentioned to you that my family absolutely adores you? My mom is always asking when you’re going to be around. Please don’t be afraid to meet the rest of my family, they’re going to love you, I promise! Thank you so much for being there during everything over the summer having to do with my brother. You made it a lot easier on all of us and I feel like that’s a reason why our relationship is so strong now. I’ll never have enough words to tell you what you mean to me, beautiful. I’m brutally in love with you and I wouldn’t trade our days together for anything. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for us.

I love you! 😘

-LJ

[ljwhitcomb]

So I Met This Girl...

Via a stupid app that we both downloaded as a joke. When we matched, it gave me suggestions as to how to start the conversation. This particular time, it said: "You two would make beautiful babies." I said "Fuck it, I'll give it a shot" and sent to her; "Tinder seems to think that we'd make beautiful babies... I can't say I don't agree if it were possible." She didn't respond for one week Her lack of response lead me to believe that I would never hear from her. But exactly one week later, she responded and we started chatting.  After cancelling to meet her twice, we finally met near the end of May. We continued talking and hanging out until we unofficially started dating in June. Now December, passionatelygay and I celebrated six months together. Nothing went according to plan today, but and sporadic day with her is better than a normal day without her. I'm pretty lucky!