Imagine sex with Zayne in his office, riding him as he leans back against the sofa by the window.
The lights are off, and he looks devastatingly beautiful beneath you like this, with the twinkling backdrop of Linkon's skyline gleaming behind him and shadows dancing across the angles of his face. His eyes are dark with a barely tempered hunger as he drinks in the sight of you moving on top of him.
You've been right on that delicate edge of release for so long, too long—so close to falling apart but not nearly ready for this to be over. Your thighs ache from the effort it takes to hold yourself back as you roll your hips forward and back, but you push through it and keep your pace, slow and patient. Torturously so. Exactly the way Zayne loves it.
You're not entirely sure how long you've been at it. It's so late that you also aren't even sure what time it is. What you do know is that you should be at home, in bed, not half-dressed in a place where you could be interrupted at any moment.
That would be the responsible thing to do.
But this? This is everything you live for. Stolen moments of intimacy. Unspoken truths hidden within every fragile moan that scrapes past his throat. The knowledge that he'd wanted you so badly it just couldn't wait, that he'd needed you to ride his cock now, right fucking now—
Zayne always works himself to the bone. Always puts everyone else's needs before his own, whether it's late into the night, or on his precious few days off, or even when it comes to you. He's always taken such good care of you in every possible way, so selfless that it makes your heart ache.
And so after another particularly long shift at the hospital, you love being able to take care of him too—in the way only you ever could.
Slowly, Zayne slides his hands up your sides. You watch as he gazes down between your bodies, and you look down too, whimpering as you're confronted by just how far gone you really are. You're mesmerized by the sensual rhythm of your own hips, the way the muscles in your abdomen twitch and flutter as you desperately try to stave off your orgasm.
"You've been such a good girl for me," he whispers in that soft, tender way he saves for you. His breath catches when you clench around him in response, and then he laughs, because he just can't help himself. "Mmhh—that's right. You enjoy it when I remind you, don't you?"
You barely stifle your next whimper, cheeks burning from his teasing. He really is such a menace when he knows you're right about to fall apart, and you're so ready to unravel you could cry.
But before the tears can gather along your lashes, Zayne suddenly sits up straighter. He presses his chest flush to yours and finds yours gaze as he releases a shuddering breath.
"It's all right," he reassures you. A faint smile still touches his lips. "Let go for me, my love."
He grabs your ass to help you move, and the change in angle is exactly what you've been missing. You can feel him even deeper than before, the head of his cock kissing that devious spot inside you that never fails to send you hurtling over the edge.
"Zayne!" you gasp, weaving your fingers through his hair. "I—I can't—"
"Yes you can." His voice tethers you to the moment and keeps you from drifting away, pulling you toward the finish line. "Come with me—just like this—"
You're lost in each other now, frantic and wanting, gasping breaths and sweet, unrestrained sounds of pleasure filling the air as you bring each other to completion. You let your head tip back as you cry out and your entire body trembles in ecstasy. Zayne works you through it, drawing you down even harder against him, and when he follows you into bliss it's with a bitten-off groan of your name against your throat.
The world around you gradually comes back into focus, piece by piece. The city lights. Zayne's office furniture. The crisp fabric of his dress shirt against your bare skin. You let go of his hair and slump forward into his embrace, and he lets out a deep sigh, gently running his fingers down your back. All the tension he'd been carrying when you first arrived dissolves as he holds you.
"Mm." He trails his lips from your neck to your jaw. "You really are," he murmurs between kisses, "the best medicine."
His praise sends a slow shiver crawling down your spine. You hum quietly and tilt your head to the side to allow him more space. As he kisses you, Zayne moves his hands across your thighs and gently kneads your sore muscles.
"Are you okay?" He doesn't wait for your answer, already applying a little more pressure. "I'll give you a proper massage when we get home."
You smile and hug him tighter. Yes, of course—of course he will.
Imagine sex with Caleb where he has you pressed up against the window of his apartment in Skyhaven, standing behind you with one hand wound through your hair and the other at your hip.
The glass is mercifully cool on your warm cheek, fogging up with every trembling breath you exhale as he slowly thrusts in and out of you. Slowly, so you can feel every inch. Slowly, so he can make it last. Slowly, so that eventually, you’ll beg him to go faster, to fuck you harder, to stop teasing you like this.
You know this dance intimately by now—how he wants to break you, how he wants you to break him, how the sensual glide of his cock inside you makes you ache with pleasure, how every soft noise you make erodes his resolve bit by bit.
And so you arch your spine at just the right angle, and you push your hips back against him on every downstroke, and you turn your gaze over your shoulder so that he can see the pleading look in your eyes and the soft pout of your bottom lip—
Caleb instantly whines at the sight of you, his rhythm faltering the moment your gazes meet. Your name leaves his lips through a sigh, catching in his throat.
“Fuck,” he whispers brokenly, “you look so beautiful like this.”
You try not to smile when you feel his fingers tighten around your hair afterward, or when he pushes back into you with more force, more speed, and then finally, finally gives both of you exactly what you need most.
Pairing: Abysswalker Rafayel x Princess MC
Summary: The Sea demands a follower. Lemuria demands a sacrifice. Rafayel wonders when it will be his turn to make demands instead.
Rating: Explicit 🔞
Words: 7,846
Tags: POV Third Person, POV Rafayel, Unnamed Main Character, AFAB Main Character, MC uses she/her pronouns, Explicit Sexual Content, Explicit Language, PIV Sex, Unprotected Sex, Creampie, Oral Sex, Cunnilingus, Fighting As Foreplay, Knifeplay, Bloodplay (kinda), Under-negotiated Kink (i.e. the aforementioned knife and blood play are not discussed beforehand but they're both little freaks on the same wavelength), Soul Bond, Mildly Dubious Consent (she compels him with the soul bond but make no mistake he wants her lol), Rafayel speaks Lemurian (but it's like four words and i made up three of them lol), Mild Gore (it's a brief line and does not actually happen)
Notes: Originally posted to AO3 on March 7, 2025. I have the biggest heart eyes for Abysswalker, so here I am! I probably-maybe-definitely took some accidental liberties with the lore because all the different timelines confuse me, so I interpreted it as best I can. There's also some made-up Lemurian language. I tried my best based on the few phrases we've heard in the game. Endless thanks to my friend Sepia for beta-reading this and for hyping me up ever since this was still just an idea in my brain! And additional thanks to Sepia, Maz, and Belle for all giving me feedback when I was stuck. This fic wouldn't exist without you <3
Lemurian Translations: "Huerte mea" → "My heart" and "Vesta mea" → "My bride"
“I will cut out your heart with a dagger honed, my darling. And in Love’s name, your heart will become my faith.
Your body will be washed clean, shine like a pearl.
I will care for your heart. Till we meet again. And you reclaim it for yourself.”
– Siren’s Ballad, Act III: Muia
The desert winds tonight are punishing, noisily rattling the structure of their tent, and the Princess of Philos shivers as she peers outside. She pulls the blanket draped across her form tighter around her shoulders and cranes her neck, turning her gaze up to the sky.
Rafayel watches her from the corner of his eye. He has spent the previous half-hour sitting cross-legged on his bedroll, tending to his garb and attempting to mend a tear in the seams. But his fingers now idle, and the leathers are long forgotten across his lap, only half-sewn, as he finds himself too distracted to continue.
It is, perhaps, the longest Her Highness has ever gone without saying a single word in his presence—as if she has forgotten he is even there. Rafayel is accustomed to the sound of her continuous chatter as she flits from subject to subject the way a hummingbird searches for nectar, so much so that her sudden silence is a void by comparison. He wonders what it is that has stolen her attention and has her so captivated.
Even with her back turned toward him, Rafayel still cannot help but stare. His gaze sweeps over her form, following the shape of her hair, held in place with pins made of diamonds and gold. The drab, tattered blanket that surrounds her is unbecoming of a princess, a stark contrast to the rest of her elegance.
He longs to reach out for her and replace the blanket with the warmth of his embrace. To banish whatever thoughts have been keeping her mind so otherwise occupied. It is an old yet familiar twinge of jealousy that has followed him through the ages. He wants to be the sole object of her focus.
But Rafayel stays his hand, tightening his grip on the needle between his fingertips, and desperately tries to silence the yearning in his chest. He cannot allow himself to go down this path—not again, not when he has already strayed too far simply by being here with her at all.
A particularly strong breeze blows through the gap in the tent’s opening, strong enough that Rafayel can feel it from where he sits. The Princess draws in a sharp breath, turning away as the wind hits her face. She shivers again and mutters a low curse beneath her breath, wrinkling her nose in a way that is so unbearably endearing.
Rafayel lowers his gaze. A faint smile touches his mouth.
“Your Highness should not linger so close to the entrance,” he says, finally breaking the silence.
He hears the sound of fabric rustling as she closes the flap to the tent, then soft footfalls. Her shadow enters his peripheral, morphing with his into a single, exaggerated shape, and Rafayel looks up when she finally stands in front of him. She kneels onto her bedroll that is laid out opposite of his, clutching the blanket close to her chest.
“I wanted to look at the stars,” she replies.
Flickering flames from the oil lamp that illuminates their tent cast shadows over her face and dance across her delicate features. The subtle pout of her lip indicates her disappointment, and her eyes shine even in the low light, as if the stars themselves have made their home within.
A knot forms in the pit of Rafayel’s stomach. He sets his armor aside and sticks the sewing needle into it, marking his place.
“Your Highness has seen the stars before,” he says.
“Not like these.”
“Are these same stars not visible from the palace?”
“They are much prettier out here than in the city.” Her Highness looks down as another chill runs through her body. She picks at the fraying edges of her blanket. “I wanted to admire them during our last trip out here, but the sandstorm prevented us from doing so.”
Rafayel sighs quietly. Before he can think better of it, he reaches across the short distance between them and covers her hands with his. Her fingers are cool to the touch from the night air, so he brings them to his lips and warms them with his breath.
The Princess’ eyes widen. A soft, surprised sound sticks in her throat. But then, she smiles, and the faint, melodic lilt of her laughter makes the knot in Rafayel’s stomach twist and tighten.
She leans toward him. The blanket slips from her shoulders, falling to the ground behind her, and Rafayel stares at her over the tops of their hands. The gold embroidery of her tunic glitters in the dim light against lavender and black fabric, forming an endless web of intricate patterns that draw his gaze downward—over the swell of her chest, the dip in her waist, the sloping rise of her hips.
“Won’t you look at the stars with me, Rafayel?” she asks him, breaking his reverie.
Reluctantly, Rafayel releases her with a sudden pang of guilt, wishing so badly to tell her that he would give her the stars if he could. Instead, he pulls back, ignoring the look of disappointment that flashes through her eyes.
“Your Highness… should retire for the night,” he says.
The Princess lowers her gaze, watching as Rafayel lays his hands across his lap, then looks back into his eyes.
“But I’m not tired yet,” she says. “Also, you promised we would spar tonight.”
A flush creeps up the back of Rafayel’s neck and warms his ears. He clears his throat and shakes his head, recalling what had transpired after their last training session. A repeat of events would not be appropriate.
“It is late, and the wind is too strong.” Raising an eyebrow, he regards her with a look of amusement, unable to resist the urge to tease her. “And someone wanted to stay up to look at the stars.”
Stubborn as ever, the Princess leans in even closer. “But someone else gave me his word.”
“We have a long journey ahead of us come morning. I must ensure Your Highness’ safe return to the city.”
The Princess scowls at him, and Rafayel frowns when she shifts subtly over to her left, her hand twitching. Faster than he expects, she snatches his dagger from its place beside his pillow, clumsily twirling it in her hand before she jabs it in his direction.
Rafayel flinches, eyes widening, and raises his hands in front of him in self-defense.
“What—”
“One lesson,” she says, interrupting him.
He eyes the dagger, then her. “Your Highness—”
“Your Princess has given you a command.”
Rafayel blinks in surprise. Then, he laughs—at himself, at her request, and the absurdity of the circumstances he finds himself in. If only Her Highness realized the true power she holds, her words sharper than any blade could ever be.
“Fine,” he agrees through a sigh. As if he even has the choice. “One lesson. Your Highness must rest after that.”
Rafayel relaxes his posture and holds out one of his hands, reassuring her with a nod and a practiced, boyish smile. Satisfied, the Princess smiles back, then moves to place the dagger in his palm.
It is exactly the opening Rafayel needs. Leaning forward, he clasps her wrist and pulls hard, twisting her arm so the dagger’s blade points away from them both. The Princess loses her balance and falls with a gasp, and Rafayel uses the momentum he created to spin her around and yank her down onto his lap. He wraps his arm around her stomach, holding her in place as she tries to squirm away. Once sure that she is suitably restrained, he wrenches the dagger free from her hand.
“Rafayel!”
The Princess continues to struggle, clawing at his arm and desperately trying to escape his grasp. Rafayel tightens his hold on her and overpowers each attempt to break free. She finally goes completely still, holding her breath, when he presses the flat edge of the dagger against her cheek.
He lowers his lips to her ear, his breath ghosting over the shell of it. He feels her responding shudder against him and holds her even tighter. She winces at the discomfort of his tight grip, but dares not move otherwise.
“Tonight’s lesson,” Rafayel says, soft and quiet, “shall be an exercise in trust.”
Slowly, he moves the dagger down the side of her face. The Princess releases the air from her lungs in a shaky exhale, watching him from the corner of her eye.
“Your Highness has failed the first test,” he goes on. “An assassin must never relinquish their weapon so freely.”
The Princess scoffs. “Then you also failed by letting me take it from you to begin with.”
“A bold assertion.” Rafayel laughs and brings the tip of the blade to her chin, turning her face toward him. “I do not believe Your Highness is in the position to argue.”
It is, of course, a mistake, because without another word, looking straight into his eyes, Her Highness lifts her leg and brings her heel down onto his toes—hard.
Rafayel clenches his teeth as the pain spreads throughout his foot. When that is not enough to break free, the Princess elbows him in the ribs. Rafayel accepts the blow, doubling over with a grunt, and only then does she manage to slip out of his arms. Panic rises to Rafayel’s chest as he just narrowly avoids slicing her cheek. She falls forward onto her bedroll, crawling on hands and knees, and pulls something out from under her pillow. Whirling around, she unsheathes the simple dagger he had given her weeks prior.
Rafayel jumps to his feet and holds his blade out in front of him. Pleased with herself, the Princess grins.
“And now?” she asks him. Taunts him.
Narrowing his eyes, Rafayel moves to strike, lunging toward her with his dagger raised above his head. The Princess stumbles backward, but she manages to catch his wrist and block his advance. Rafayel eases off, giving her a moment to reposition.
“Faster,” he growls, and charges at her again.
Her Highness reacts quicker than before: she crosses her arms and catches his wrist between them, trapping him in place with her dagger. When Rafayel does not break free on his own, she releases him.
“Again,” Rafayel says.
The sound of metal cutting through the air and the shallow puffs of their breaths echo throughout the tent as they perform each exercise multiple times. With limited space around them, Rafayel adjusts his maneuvers accordingly, taking care not to lead her too close to the supporting poles of the tent or the dwindling fire of the oil lamp. Their lack of armor poses another challenge. He will have to be especially careful not to injure her.
The air quickly grows warmer within the small space as a result of their spar, and the sound of their breathing grows harsher and more ragged along with it. Sweat glistens along the Princess’ brow, small strands of hair loosening around her temples and clinging to her skin.
“Your Highness is still too slow,” he says. “Each movement must be decisive and swift.”
He changes directions, aiming his dagger lower. The Princess blocks it effortlessly.
“An assassin must never hesitate.” He attacks her again. He nods in approval when she blocks him a second time. “Do not ever show an opponent mercy.”
“Even you?” the Princess asks.
She says it so casually, her tone light-hearted, but those mere two words make Rafayel’s steps falter as if she had just punched the air out of him.
“Especially me,” he answers quietly.
They repeat the sequence several more times, settling into a familiar rhythm. Rafayel quiets his mind and wills himself to focus. Attack, block, reset. Attack, block, reset. Again and again, around and around. After the last cycle, he backs off, raising his hand to signal his retreat and taking several steps away from her. He wipes his brow with the back of his sleeve, catching his breath.
The Princess maintains their distance, holding her dagger in front of her, ready for anything.
“Not bad,” Rafayel says. “However, Your Highness still has much to learn in the art of combat.”
He lowers his attack arm, pointing the dagger away from her.
“A weapon must be a natural extension of one’s self,” he adds. He demonstrates by twirling his dagger, fluid and swift, seamlessly cutting through the air. “Your Highness holds a dagger like it is made of burning coals.”
She immediately tightens her grip around the hilt, wrinkling her nose in response to his teasing, but she remains firmly in place. Rafayel smiles and holds out his free hand.
“Come,” he offers. “Let me remind Your Highness how to wield it properly.”
The Princess doesn't hesitate: she crosses the distance between them and aims her dagger at his face with a shout. Rafayel quickly brings his own dagger up to block her, and their blades clash with a deafening, metallic clang. His smile stretches into a proper grin.
“Good,” he says. “Your Highness has passed the second test.”
The Princess snarls, baring her teeth, and attacks him again. There is a lethal edge present in her subsequent movements that was not there before. She is faster, harsher, more decisive, and what she still lacks in finesse and experience she makes up for in sheer tenacity. Rafayel blocks and dodges, over and over, letting her maintain the offensive.
She is quickly backing him into a corner, leading him toward the other end of the tent. Rafayel moves from side to side, even more careful not to disturb their surroundings the more aggressive the Princess becomes.
Anger flashes through Her Highness’ eyes, her mouth twisting into a grimace.
“You’re holding back,” she accuses him.
She moves to strike him. Rafayel catches both of her wrists, then resets, frowning at her in confusion.
“Of course I am,” he replies. “This is a spar, not actual combat.”
Her scowl deepens. “I don’t care.”
“Your Highness—”
She doesn't let him finish, recklessly lunging at him again, her movements sloppy and unrefined. Rafayel lets out a huff as her blade comes down toward his face. He grabs her by the wrists once more and shoves her away. The Princess sways on her feet as she loses balance, but she manages to reorient herself before she falls.
Rafayel’s gaze softens as he regards her with no small amount of concern. Had he pushed her too far?
“You tell me not to hesitate,” she says. “You tell me not to show you any mercy. Yet here you are—hesitating.”
Rafayel ducks as she slashes the dagger over the top of his head, snipping off a small lock of his hair. He sidesteps, barely managing to dodge another swing.
He needs to put a stop to this.
No longer holding back, Rafayel moves in on her quickly, not giving her even the slightest chance to react. The Princess gasps when he disarms her, forcing her dagger out of her grasp, sending it flying and clattering to the ground. He kicks her leg out from under her, watching as she falls unceremoniously onto her backside, landing on her bedroll.
With a frustrated growl, Her Highness wraps her legs around his and pulls him forward. Rafayel steadies himself as best as he can on the way down, but there is no use stopping it. He winces as he lands on hands and knees with a grunt, absorbing the impact, hovering over her.
He sits up and wrestles his arms free from the Princess’ hands after she reaches out to grab him. She is bold, he will give her that, and fast. But he is still faster—and stronger.
He straddles her hips and points his dagger to her throat. The Princess seizes him by his wrists and steadies his blade, holding on so tightly her knuckles turn white. She digs her nails into his skin until it stings, making Rafayel hiss through his teeth.
“That's enough,” he grits out.
Her Highness gazes up at him with a defiant tilt of her chin, clenching her jaw from the effort of keeping him at bay.
“No.”
Despite the circumstances, Rafayel huffs out a laugh. “Even when faced with certain death, Your Highness does not surrender,” he says, each word laced with amusement. He tilts his head, curious. “That is unwise.”
A flicker of recognition crosses her gaze that gives Rafayel pause. She has looked at him that way before, whenever he would sneak into her bedchamber at night and find her with the fishtail beacon clutched tightly between her fingers. She has looked at him that way countless other times, in another life. In many other lives.
She looks at him like she remembers.
“You would never hurt me,” she replies. “Not really.”
The certainty in her voice pains him, a familiar ache that echoes deep within his chest. Rafayel frowns as fragmented memories of many distant pasts coalesce in his mind like raindrops on glass, some indiscernible from others, overlapping moments across lifetimes.
The God of the Sea and His bride…
Memories that occupy his dreams and every waking thought.
…a Lemurian and the fearsome Witch of the Abyssal Rift…
Memories she will never remember.
…an artist and his bodyguard…
Memories he can never forget.
Rafayel wants so badly to believe that he will never hurt her, but fate has always been cruel to him, and the universe who wields it even more so. His eyes darken, clouded by the once-raging seas of Lemuria that now only thrash behind his gaze.
“Would I not?” he asks. He lets out a low chuckle at the way she tightens her fingers around his wrists. “How can Your Highness be so certain? There is no one around to hear Your Highness’ cries for help. Even if there was…”
Rafayel pauses, searching her face, her eyes. He waits for her reaction—something, anything at all.
“It would be too late.”
The Princess goes to speak, but the words seem to die on her lips, and she promptly snaps her mouth shut. Rafayel smirks, prepared to relish in his victory.
But then, slowly, she loosens her hold on him, until her hands fall away entirely.
A prolonged silence wedges uncomfortably between them, surpassed only by the wailing desert winds beyond their tent.
“Do it, then,” she says.
Rafayel holds her gaze. He expects her to look smug, but her expression remains deliberately neutral, a carefully constructed mask.
“Do it,” she repeats. “Kill me.”
Rafayel keeps his hand steady, so steady that his wrist aches in protest. He very well could kill her right here and now, take back his heart, and fulfill his duty to his people—just like that. She does not realize what she is risking by offering herself to him so willingly.
Or perhaps she does.
She knows. She cannot remember, but she knows.
She knows him. All of him. She has always known, even though she may never come to know it herself. In this moment, as Rafayel stares her down over the curved edge of his dagger, he truly believes that she does.
He almost forgot what it is like to be known.
But here they are once again, bound to one another in this life, and the next, and the many others that have come before. Despite everything, that has never changed. Their love is inevitable, their fate intertwined in a prophecy written in blood and stone—a fate he himself doomed them to long, long ago.
For years beyond his comprehension, he has fought an uphill battle: desire at war with destiny, his pleasure versus his purpose, his love for her perpetually at odds with the love he holds for his people. The Sea demands a follower. Lemuria demands a sacrifice. Rafayel wonders when it will be his turn to make demands instead.
It would be so, so easy to kill her…
She should be afraid of him.
He will teach her to be afraid.
With a wave of his hand, Rafayel extinguishes the flame in the oil lamp. The Princess gasps as they are plunged into darkness.
“Does Your Highness not remember our previous lessons?”
His eyes adjust quickly. The outline of her form comes back into view, followed by her face, bathed in shadow. Before she can answer him, Rafayel lazily begins to drag the tip of his dagger down her throat.
Though she tries to suppress it, he doesn't miss the subtle shift in the Princess’ expression—the way her eyes widen almost imperceptibly—nor the hitch of her breath. Her body tenses beneath him, but even so, her quiet determination remains, made evident by the firm set of her jaw and the slight crease in her brow. Her resolve will not be broken so easily.
He waits for her to stop him, to beg him to stop, to surrender. The Princess remains silent.
“An assassin must kill quickly, before they are killed first,” he says. “As Your Highness may recall, that is what makes the throat a favorable choice. One cut…”
Rafayel turns the dagger with a flourish, holding it horizontally against her neck.
“That is all it takes.”
Her throat moves as she swallows. Rafayel watches, transfixed, as the dagger moves along with it.
He blinks. He blinks again. His mind is slipping, thoughts passing like sand through his fingers. Images flash behind his eyes of the Princess laid out beneath him, blood pooling under her body, her heart carved out of her chest yet still beating in the palm of his hand.
Rafayel shakes his head, pushing the thoughts away, and points the sharp tip of the blade at her throat once more. Though not enough to break skin, he presses down just hard enough to leave a mark. A single line, raised and puffy against her otherwise unblemished complexion, follows his dagger from her throat to the top of her chest.
If she feels any pain, Her Highness dares not show it. Rafayel wonders just how far she will trust him to go.
He recalls a time, long before, when the artist left his mark upon her skin in a similar fashion, with red paint instead of a blade. He wants to leave his mark on her again now.
It comes to him as easy as breathing. Rafayel turns the dagger carefully and begins to draw a familiar shape into her chest, watching the way her skin reacts the same way as before. For those precious few moments, the world around them falls away. He grows more and more mesmerized at the sight of angry welts forming the shape that mirrors his own mark—the brand on his chest that binds his soul to hers and burns whenever she speaks.
When he finishes the final line, completing the elegant curve of a Lemurian tail, he flicks the dagger upright and roughly scrapes it against her delicate flesh. This time, he can tell it hurts from the way Her Highness’ eye twitches, but it is the only acknowledgment she deigns to give the pain. Tiny droplets of blood bloom from the small cut, trickling down her chest and disappearing underneath the scooped neckline of her tunic.
She is truly a sight to behold—her skin marked by his blade, her life in his hands. She trusts him implicitly, and it stirs something deep within him, like oil being thrown into a fire, an intense longing the likes of which he has never felt before. Heat rises steadily throughout his entire body, making the flush on his cheeks deepen and his ears burn as he averts his gaze.
Rafayel follows the blood trail with the point of his dagger. The sound of metal dragging against fabric, but not ripping, is nearly deafening.
“Bone is a troublesome obstacle.”
His voice sounds so far away, unfamiliar even to his own ears, as rough and as hollow as the sea of golden sand outside blowing in the wind. He moves the dagger between her breasts, then lower, prodding at her sternum for emphasis. He watches the steady rise and fall of her chest as the Princess meticulously measures and counts each breath.
“To reach the heart,” he continues, “one must…”
He angles the dagger upward, notching it between her ribs on her left side, and points it at her heart.
His heart.
Rafayel narrows his eyes. He pushes her down harder into the bedroll, but still, she does not react—barely even winces. He feels dizzy and drunk, blood roaring in his ears, as if his mind is no longer his own. No matter what he does, she does not flinch. No matter what he says, she does not answer.
The silence stretches between them, tormenting him. Mocking him.
“Does Your Highness truly not fear death?”
Finally, the mask slips. The Princess’ gaze softens.
“Are you afraid, Rafayel?” she asks him.
For a moment, his grip slackens around the hilt of his dagger. She is trying to disorient him. He chuckles again, a low and bitter sound.
“There is nothing I fear,” he says.
She frowns. “You’re lying.”
Rafayel presses the blade against her ribs. Though not strong enough to break skin, she goes tense beneath him once more.
“Everything I have ever feared has already come true.”
He lays his hand over her stomach, pointing the dagger in the direction of her womb.
“The worst nightmares that have ever haunted me, I have experienced firsthand, time and time again,” he continues, recalling every time he has loved her, lost her, never forgotten her. “But Your Highness…”
With a shake of his head, Rafayel grins.
“Your Highness still has not answered my question.”
Beneath his palm, her heartbeat is strong, growing stronger by the second.
“No,” the Princess says.
Rafayel looks up. “Your Highness refuses to answer?”
“No,” she repeats firmly. “As in, no, I do not fear death.”
To his surprise, she lifts her hand. He tries not to react as she draws near, but he has always been so helpless against her, and a short gasp escapes him before he can stifle it. She gently lays her hand against his cheek. Her fingers, cool once more, bring a modicum of relief to his flushed skin. Rafayel turns his face into her palm on impulse with a ragged exhale. Her touch is so tender, far more tender than he deserves.
“I do not fear death,” she says, without a single note of uncertainty in her voice, “because I do not fear you.”
There is a sinking feeling in Rafayel’s stomach, heavier than stone. He looks into her eyes, and for that moment, she is no longer a princess; she is a bride, a queen, a witch, a bodyguard, a muse, a lover…
She is everything. She is his, and he is hers. He has always been hers.
He reaches for her in return, cradling her face so gently, almost reverently.
“You should,” he says. His voice is quiet, choked with regret. “You really… really should.”
In the span of a single breath, the distance between them closes. Rafayel isn’t sure who moves first, but in the end, it simply doesn’t matter—not when Her Highness’ lips are so soft and inviting beneath his, and the taste of honey and rosewater lingers on her tongue, and she clings to him like she has been starved, deprived, kissing him so deeply it steals the air from his lungs.
He groans against her lips as she pulls him closer. Still holding his dagger, his dominant hand remains trapped between their bodies. The other trembles as he slides his fingers into her hair and pulls her forward.
A quiet moan vibrates in her throat. The Princess runs her hands down the length of his back and then up the sides of his shirt. Rafayel presses himself even closer, wanting to feel the entirety of her body molded against his. The single thread of self-control he has left quickly unravels into nothingness, and he struggles to hold onto a solid thought, his mind utterly consumed by her. She is so warm, trapped under his weight the way she is—so close yet still not close enough. He longs to touch her, to feel her skin against his, to watch her come undone so beautifully as he moves within her.
Rafayel tears his lips away from hers and trails wet kisses down the side of her face instead, then along her jaw. He pulls her head to the side by her hair, groaning softly as she draws in a shaky breath in response. He sucks a greedy bruise over her hammering pulse, every beat of her heart spurring him on more and more.
The Princess’ hands continue to wander. She traces meaningless shapes against his shirt. She bunches the fabric within her grasp. Twists. Pulls. She ventures upward, threading her fingers through his hair and holding him against her, while the other hand lingers in the middle of his back.
Rafayel pauses once he reaches her chest. The fine hairs on the back of his neck prickle.
“If I truly am to die by your hand,” the Princess says suddenly, and Rafayel shudders at the unmistakable feeling of cold steel pressed against his spine, “your own demise will be just as swift.”
He freezes. Her Highness pushes the tip of an entirely new dagger between his vertebrae. His thighs go tense around her hips, locking them both in place. One wrong move and he will never walk again.
Well then. Perhaps, he realizes, it is still he who should be afraid of her.
He lifts his head and stares at her in disbelief. “When did—”
She cuts him off with her laughter, clear and vibrant, giddy from her victory. Rafayel sputters, completely dumbstruck. He didn't even hear her draw the weapon from its sheath, nor does he know where she even could have hidden it. The kiss was a total distraction. He cannot help but feel a little disappointed.
But her joy is too infectious, and a smirk slowly spreads across Rafayel’s lips. “It seems I have taught Your Highness well.”
She grins back at him, eyes glittering with mischief and starlight even in the surrounding darkness.
“An assassin must kill quickly,” she says, echoing his previous words, “before they are killed first.”
Rafayel hisses when the small blade scrapes against his skin, tearing through his shirt. Pleasure twists with pain and forces an involuntary groan out of him.
Her Highness brings the dagger between them. It is tiny, small enough to hide in her boot or tuck into her belt. His blood glimmers at the pointed end, a single drop of crimson dipping onto the rumpled fabric of her tunic. Rafayel follows the droplet with his eyes as it falls.
The Princess sits up slowly, making him sit up with her. His arms return to his sides, and he allows his own blade to fall from his grasp.
“Do you trust me?” she asks him.
The cord of restraint holding him back finally snaps, and something else inside of him withers and dies along with it. Regret. Shame. Guilt. Emotions he cannot even name, all of which no longer matter.
None of it matters anymore. And all Rafayel can do is laugh.
“My princess,” he whispers, low and rough like gravel. He bows his head. “I am at Your Highness’ mercy.”
She places the tip of her dagger beneath his chin, lifting his gaze back to hers.
“Rafayel.” Her voice wavers slightly as she speaks his name. “Kiss me.”
Their bond resonates from the depths of his very being, tendrils of agony that spread through his body, constricting him, punishing him for daring to ever deny himself the ecstasy of her touch. But even as he feels himself drawn to her, compelled by her, he does not need it. Not for this. Never for this.
He takes her hand and squeezes, guiding the pitiful little dagger to his chest. The blade harmoniously cuts into his palm and hers, their blood mixing together and trickling down their wrists. The Princess whimpers in pain. Rafayel leans in to kiss her again, deliberate and deep, swallowing down her cries.
She writhes underneath him and tries to push him off her lap. When he doesn't budge, she draws his bottom lip in between her teeth and bites down in retaliation, soothing it afterward with her tongue. Rafayel gasps, a broken moan escaping him, pleasure coiling tightly in his gut. Letting go of her hand, he pushes her down against the bedroll once more, bending at the waist and leaning over her. A reawakened hunger flows through him, and his touch becomes frantic as he slips his hands beneath her tunic and lifts it over her head.
The Princess is beautiful. Rafayel stops to look at her, really look at her, his breath catching at the sight of her bare skin—skin that has been marked by his blade and now begs to be savored beneath his lips. He starts at her shoulder first, then moves to her neck, mouthing along the hollow of her throat. He moves lower and lower still, until he finds the trail of blood he left behind before, messily smeared across her chest. He flattens his tongue against her skin and laps up the blood with a moan like it is the sweetest ambrosia, and he relishes the pleasurable sounds that slip past her lips, the breathless way she whispers his name.
She slides her fingers through his hair and pulls, and Rafayel groans, closing his teeth around the soft mound of her breast. He kneads the other with his hand, ignoring the stinging pain of the cut across his palm as his own blood transfers onto her skin. Her answering moan is so divine, so unguarded, that it goes straight to his cock, and the front of his pants tighten uncomfortably.
“Rafayel,” she says again, louder than before, arching up into his eager mouth. Rafayel lifts his eyes to watch her. Hot, urgent arousal curls in his stomach at the sight of her already so lost in pleasure, with her head thrown back and hair strewn about. One hand shields her face, her index finger wedged between her teeth, dagger pointed away from her.
He finally moves off of her lap and kneels between her legs, then reaches up to pull the dagger from her grasp. The Princess gasps as Rafayel slides the tip of the blade down her stomach, creating another faint but angry line. He follows it with his lips and soothes it with more kisses.
“Up,” he says, tucking his free hand under the small of her back.
She complies and lifts her hips. He undresses her quickly, tugging her pants and undergarments down her legs, and then reaches behind his back to pull his own shirt over his head. He lowers himself down onto his elbows and holds her gaze as he trails fleeting kisses past her navel. Her legs fall open for him, and Rafayel moans at the mere sight of her.
One hand comes to rest against the sensitive skin of her inner thigh. Rafayel nuzzles against her and turns to press a kiss there. She continues to play with his hair, pulling gently, nails scratching against his scalp and sending a shiver down his spine. He looks up again and slowly brings the dagger up between her legs.
“Your Highness tricked me,” he whispers, poking her thigh with the tip of the blade.
The Princess jumps in surprise, but she laughs under her breath, and some of the tension in her body ebbs away. Her eyes soften around the edges, and her smile melts into something more serene—more sincere.
“All you ever do is hold back,” she says. Her gaze flicks between him and the dagger. “I don’t want you to hold back anymore. Not from me.”
Rafayel’s breath catches as her words settle over him. Slowly, he presses the flat edge of the blade into her thigh, then the tip. He draws swirls and shapes as he continues to transform her skin into a masterpiece of his own making. A twist of the wrist, and he guides the sharp edge along her supple skin to create a fine cut. Her Highness hisses through her teeth, muscles twitching.
Setting the dagger aside, Rafayel chases the blood as it trickles down, catching it with his lips. He breathes in the heady scent of her as he noses between her thighs and parts her with his fingertips. He moans at the first taste of her, the mixture of her arousal and the coppery aftertaste of her blood on his tongue nearly driving him to the brink of total oblivion.
The Princess sighs with pleasure and tightens her fingers through his hair when she begins to move, her back bowing. Rafayel allows her to set their pace and supports her weight with his hands, following each steady, sensual roll of her hips as she chases the heat of his mouth.
“Oh,” she breathes. “Rafayel…”
He groans when her thighs clamp around him, and he imagines himself sheathed inside her, the urge to take her stronger than before. He pushes his own hips into the bedroll in search of more friction, clinging to any sense of relief he can find, determined to taste her release before he seeks his own.
It doesn't take long, wound up as she is. The Princess lets out a sharp cry, hips flexing and thighs trembling as she comes. Whispered pleas tumble from her lips that grow louder and louder as Rafayel works her through her release, licking into her relentlessly, not pulling away until she is whining in protest from the overstimulation.
“My beloved.” His voice is breathy, soft. A whisper against her thigh. “Huerte mea… vesta mea…”
She collapses against the bedroll, her body going lax. Rafayel straightens, wiping the slick off his chin with the back of his hand as he gazes down at her prone form.
He kneels between her still-trembling legs, pushing her knees even further apart, and shoves his pants down just far enough. Taking his cock into his hand, he gives himself one stroke, then another, before he carefully guides himself forward. The heat between her thighs envelops him, welcoming him, and he lets out a reflexive sigh as he sinks deeper. He bites his lip and struggles not to close his eyes, wanting to watch himself disappear into her cunt.
His mind goes blank—whiting out for one long, blissful moment—once he is fully seated. Rafayel holds himself still, so still, even though he is all but coming apart at the seams, muscles twitching restlessly in anticipation, his own need desperate to be sated.
She holds him close, arms and legs wrapped around him in a sacred geometry that makes him feel more worshiped than any other offering or prayer or devotion ever has. Rafayel leans into her, his hips nestled within the cradle of her thighs. So long as he lives, reborn anew as many times as fate demands it, nothing else will ever be able to compare. Lemuria could fall a thousand times more, damning his soul for all eternity. He will do it all over, again and again, if it means coming home to her even just one more time, saving her just one more time—
And he does not know how much longer he will be able to hold back.
Her Highness moves her hands, fingers at his sides. He shudders beneath her touch, gentle and explorative, as she traces the faint, jagged lines of old scars etched into his skin. Rafayel bends to kiss her brow, but the Princess nudges him with her nose and searches for his lips, finding them in another needy kiss.
“Rafayel,” she whimpers. She wriggles her hips beneath him, urging him to move.
He answers her with a languid thrust that has her head lolling back.
“As my princess wishes,” he says, and then he kisses his way back down, smiling against the side of her neck.
Rafayel gives her time to adjust, moving with short, steady strokes that roll into one another before he settles into a familiar rhythm. When she begins to move with him, he pulls her even closer—lifts her legs higher along his sides so she can cross them at the middle of his back.
The Princess fucks like she fights, breathless and eager, gradually moving with more confidence than she started with. She holds onto him tightly and takes what she needs, works her hips against his with determination as they rock together. Rafayel’s entire body thrums with pleasure, a heartbeat all its own, and he wishes he could spend all of eternity in this moment, drowning in her depths.
She sucks in air when he nips at the delicate skin below her ear. His mouth gentles in apology, his next few kisses more tender, his tongue tasting the sweat on her skin. Rafayel presses himself closer, pushes himself deeper inside on every thrust. He is unable to resist for long, catching her earlobe between his teeth, biting down once more. Her Highness runs her nails down his back, and he nearly crumbles, pleasure and pain twisting and unwinding, consuming him whole—
“Fuck,” he sighs into her neck, kissing it again. “So soft… so warm…”
Rafayel props himself up on one hand and lowers the other to where they are joined to circle his fingers over her clit. He groans at the responding clench of her cunt, and the moan she gifts him with in return makes his blood run hot as her hips arch upward into his touch.
“Your Highness always sings so sweetly for me,” he says, an urgent need threaded through every word. “Let me hear it again.”
He gazes down at her, taken with the way her body slides up, up, up against the bedroll with every snap of his hips. Rising to his knees, he settles his free hand at her waist, holding her there as he meets her with another powerful thrust, then draws her down even harder against him.
“Please,” he rasps. “Please let me hear it again—”
The Princess keens, lashes fluttering as her eyes slip shut. Rafayel does it again, driving forward harder than the first time, and then again, determined to hear her cry his name even just one more time. He cannot look away, never wants to look away, utterly hypnotized by the way her body moves, the way the muscles in her stomach flex and flutter.
Curious, he releases her waist, then lays his palm flat against her lower abdomen and presses down—
“Rafayel!” the Princess cries out, and his name has truly never sounded sweeter.
He feels it when she reaches her end, wave after wave, bearing down on him and clenching rhythmically around his cock and bringing him to the very precipice of his undoing. His eyes never leave her face, watching the kaleidoscope of emotion playing out across her features as she continues to writhe, as her already bruising grip on him tightens to the point of pain.
Desperation claws at him from within. Rafayel chases after the exquisite pressure low in his belly that grows stronger with each thrust. His rhythm falters as he pushes himself to move harder, faster, no longer able to contain it. He plants his hands back on the ground on either side of her hips for leverage as he drives into her, and gods, he is close, so close, each cry that escapes her bringing him closer, closer, closer—
“Your—Your Highness,” he stammers, voice cracking around the words. He lets out a low whine. “I’m—”
Helpless against the inevitability of his own completion, Rafayel surrenders to it—a pleasure so intense it nearly pains him, makes his limbs spasm, makes his heartbeat even more erratic. He squeezes his eyes shut and grits his teeth, broken little sounds spilling from his lips as he spills inside her, until he has nothing more left to give.
When he opens his eyes once more, the Princess is smiling. Her gaze is serene, almost dreamlike, and for a moment Rafayel wonders if he is, in fact, dreaming.
The world falls away. Time stands still. There is only him and her.
Arms shaking, he nearly collapses as he lies down next to her and curls up at her side. The Princess wraps him up in her embrace and holds him close, and he burrows into the junction between her neck and shoulder. Later, he will clean their bodies and tend to their wounds, then hold her throughout the night as they sleep. But right now, he needs only this.
The softness of her voice soon draws him from his thoughts: “Rafayel?”
“Mm?”
“Do you want to know what I fear?”
Rafayel’s pulse jumps against his throat. He lifts his head from her shoulder, and she reaches for him, gently guiding his gaze to hers with a finger under his chin. She runs her thumb over his bottom lip in a way that is heartbreakingly familiar.
“I fear that one day, I will call for you,” she says, “and you will not answer.”
Guilt runs through him like an arrow to the chest. The knot in his stomach returns, now a noose.
“I fear that I will one day know a life without you in it,” she continues, dropping her voice to a whisper. “That is a fate worse than death.”
He shifts onto his side, pulling her along with him, and touches his forehead to hers. Their noses brush, and Rafayel holds her cheek as he kisses her, even though his throat feels tight and he wants to weep at the mere notion of being without her.
“I have always looked for you,” he whispers back, and though she cannot comprehend the full weight of his words, he wants her to hear them. “And I have always found you.”
The Princess smiles again, saying nothing. Her touch is gentle against his cheeks as she brings his lips back to hers for another longer, softer kiss.
She knows. She knows, but she does not remember. Cannot remember. And for the first time across his many, many lives, Rafayel wonders if maybe it is for the best.
But he will. And should a day ever come where he is not able to find her, he will still remember.
It will not be enough, but he will always, always remember.
Pairing: Zayne x MC
Summary: Zayne's mastery over his ice Evol has many uses, from stopping bullets and holding enemies in place to cooling a room on a hot summer day. He can conjure a single snowflake or towering walls of ice if the situation requires it. One day, after pulling a splinter out of your thumb, he even soothed the pain with an icy kiss. So it comes as no surprise to you when he employs a similar technique in bed.
Rating: Explicit 🔞
Words: 1,286
Tags: POV Second Person, Reader Insert, Unnamed Main Character, No Use of Y/N, AFAB Reader, Temperature Play, Oral Sex, Cunnilingus, Inappropriate Use of Evol, lots and lots of kissing bc I still think about Silent Poem daily okay, long live titty lover Zayne Li and his beautiful cold lips, PWP, Explicit Sexual Content, Explicit Language, Established Relationship, no beta we die like grandma
Notes: Originally posted to AO3 on Jan. 28, 2025. This fic was brought to you by Zayne's third chapter of Twilight Chronicles. I couldn't get the temperature play potential out of my mind. Originally, this was going to be a thread on bsky, but... I got a little carried away lol tale as old as time. Enjoy!
Zayne’s mastery over his ice Evol has many uses, from stopping bullets and holding enemies in place to cooling a room on a hot summer day. He can conjure a single snowflake or towering walls of ice if the situation requires it. One day, after he pulled a splinter out of your thumb, he even soothed the pain with an icy kiss.
So it comes as no surprise to you when he employs a similar technique in bed.
His lips across your collarbone are fleeting and sweet, trailing soft kisses lower and lower until he reaches your chest. Zayne pauses there for a moment, and his warm palms cup your breasts as he continues to make his way down.
A soft moan escapes you when Zayne draws your nipple into his mouth. You slip your fingers into his hair and hold him there, desire beginning to stir to life within you, and you can’t help but watch him. He’s beautiful like this, you think. His long lashes flutter when he closes his eyes, and a slight crease forms along his brow the more he concentrates. He always enjoys this part almost as much as you do, and you love to see that enjoyment reflected on his face.
The first kiss of ice against your skin when Zayne summons his Evol to his lips tears a gasp out of you, and your back arches off the bed at the contrasting sensations—warm breath and cold lips, a soothing caress followed by a firm grasp. It makes goosebumps graze the back of your arms and a shiver run down your spine and a bolt of pleasure shoot straight to your core.
Another moan catches in your throat when he suddenly draws back. Your hands fall away as Zayne lifts his head and meets your eyes.
Concern fills his gentle gaze. He gives you a brief once-over and brushes his thumb over your nipple, soothing your cold skin with his warm touch.
“Too much?” he asks softly.
A faint smile pulls at your mouth. You shake your head.
“Not at all,” you reply. You try—and fail—not to sound too eager. “Keep going.”
Zayne huffs out a laugh, and even in the low light of his bedroom, you can see the tips of his ears turn red. With a quiet hum, he lowers his mouth to your sternum and begins to kiss a new path downward.
“Someone’s enjoying herself,” he murmurs against you, and he punctuates the sentence with another kiss.
The muscles in your abdomen flutter beneath his lips. Each kiss is colder than the last, making your skin tingle, and as Zayne continues down your stomach, you simply can’t find it in you to come up with a retort.
Instead, you return your fingers to his hair and guide him down to where you want him most.
Zayne scoops his arms beneath you and drags you even closer, drawing another sharp breath out of you. You nearly jump when he presses a tentative kiss between your thighs, but he holds you down against the bed as you squirm, not letting you wriggle away that easily. He takes his time and lets you adjust to the coolness of his lips as he alternates between cold and colder—not cold enough to make you numb, but just on the delicate edge of being too much.
The pleasure tightens like a knot in your gut, and quickly, already threatening to snap from the anticipation alone. You writhe under him, rolling your hips upward, desperate for more—
“Relax,” Zayne says, firm but quiet. “I’m not going anywhere.”
You’re ready to whine in protest, ready to beg, but he doesn’t even give you the chance, because those cold lips wrap around your clit before you can make even the smallest noise, and your mind screeches to a halt as Zayne goes in for the kill.
“Zayne!” You can hardly form thoughts, let alone words, but his name slides effortlessly off your tongue. “Zayne, please—”
He groans at the sound of it, and the gentle vibrations of his voice against your cunt are almost enough to bring you over the edge on principle. He breathes deeply through his nose, warm inhales and exhales that make you quiver.
With a sigh, you finally surrender, your eyes closing and your head falling back against the pillows. Your brows pinch together and your thighs go tense as Zayne ventures lower. He moves so that he’s kneeling at the foot of the bed, laying your legs over his shoulders so he can devour you in earnest.
The first swipe of his tongue over your clit sends you reeling, and fuck, even that’s cold—cold and wet like he’d just eaten a popsicle. A needy, pathetic little whimper spills past your lips when he does it again and again and again. It’s too much. It’s not enough. It’s nothing like what you expected to be, because it’s better, so much better than you could have ever imagined.
You tighten your grasp on his hair and pull, and he rewards you with another low grunt that makes your cunt clench around nothing. You lock your ankles behind his back to keep him exactly where you need him, and your rhythm falters as your hips gradually rise off the bed. And Zayne—God bless him—doesn’t let up, not for a single second, concentrating his Evol right on the tip of his tongue and licking into you at a practiced, steady pace like he has all the time in the world.
You’re shivering when you finally come, shuddering breaths and wavering moans filling the room. The chill of Zayne’s Evol spreads through your limbs, intertwined with the liquid, molten heat of desire simmering deep within you. Your release consumes you from the inside and out until your body just can’t take any more. Your thighs tremble with the effort of holding yourself up until you finally collapse back down against the mattress.
You bite your bottom lip around a euphoric grin as the aftershocks settle in, legs twitching, skin prickling. You feel giddy with pleasure—almost drunk on it. Your cheeks burn hot as the rest of you slowly warms up too.
When you look down, Zayne eases back and lifts his head. His lips glisten obscenely with your arousal, and the air condensates with each ragged exhale as he catches his breath. You can’t help but laugh at the sight of it.
Zayne smiles as he rejoins you on the bed. He settles over you, hips nestled in the cradle of your thighs. His body is a warm, comforting weight, as are his lips against yours once his Evol fully dissipates.
“Something funny?” he whispers.
“Mm,” you murmur, your answer muffled by another kiss. “Just thinking.”
He draws back, amusement flickering in his eyes. “Uh-oh.”
You playfully swat at Zayne’s arm, laughing again when it makes him laugh too. Wrapping your arms around his shoulders, you pull him back down toward you.
“I’m thinking,” you say, “you’ve been holding out on me all this time.”
“Have I?” Zayne closes the scant distance between you to kiss you yet again. “You liked it that much?”
There’s a genuine note of wonder in his voice. You nod, your smile reassuring.
“I did,” you reply, because a little verbal confirmation never hurts, either. “And now, I’m also thinking about whether or not that trick works… elsewhere.”
Zayne blinks a few times, but it’s not long before he catches on to your meaning. A soft smirk spreads across his lips, and then he’s lowering his mouth to your neck, dropping brief kisses along your throat that are warm—
But there’s an unmistakable coldness nudging between your thighs.
Summary: Sylus spends the night at Severine’s apartment for the first time.
Rating: Mature
Words: 962
Tags: Named MC, POV Third Person, Domestic Fluff, Implied Sexual Content
Notes: Originally posted to AO3 on January 17, 2025. I initially wrote this two days before Nightly Rendezvous began and inadvertently kinda predicted the beginning of Night of Secrecy. I have a witness! That said, this fic doesn't take place during that memory.
The first time Sylus spends the night at her apartment, Severine can’t help but think he looks a bit… out of place.
She’s used to seeing him amidst the grandeur of his own home in the N109 Zone, where the tall ceilings and large furniture accommodate his height, and the dark and moody decor feels like an extension of his wardrobe. There, he blends in. Seamlessly. Effortlessly.
Here, he sticks out like a sore thumb. He needs to duck his head every time he walks through her bathroom door, and she snickers when she first sees him surrounded by the colorful assortment of plushies on her sofa. Later, when he drifts off to sleep before she does, his feet dangle off the end of her bed.
The next morning, his side of the bed is already empty when Severine wakes up, sheets still rumpled. Groggy, she lifts her head from the pillow and rubs her eyes as she looks around the room, wondering where Sylus wandered off to. Faint clattering sounds from the kitchen and the smell of food being cooked soon answer her question and finally pull her out of bed.
His back is turned to her when she shuffles into the kitchen. He looks even taller in here, she realizes, hunched over her stove the way he is. With only a black tee shirt and boxers on, his legs seem to go on for miles. Her eyes travel up the length of his body to the unkempt mop of silver hair atop his head, and she smiles.
Sylus flinches when she comes up behind him and pokes him in the ribs. He lets out a low chuckle.
“Good morning to you too,” he says, voice still rough with sleep.
Wrapping her arms around his waist, Severine rests her cheek against his broad back. Sylus shifts his weight to his other leg and casts a brief glance at her over his shoulder.
“Comfortable?” he asks.
“Very.” She nuzzles against the soft cotton of his shirt much like a cat would. “What’s for breakfast?”
He switches off the stove and gives whatever he is frying up a careful toss.
“Only the freshest and finest eggs, of course,” he answers. “If the marketing on the carton is to be believed.”
Severine releases him and takes a step back. She smiles a little wider when he turns to face her and she has to crane her neck to look up at him. Sylus gives her a small smile in return, but then a slight crease forms along his brow.
“What?” he asks.
She shakes her head. “Nothing.”
Unconvinced, Sylus snorts with laughter. “Oh?”
She doesn’t get a chance to reply. Sylus draws her back to him with a hand at her waist and rests the other behind her head. His body is strong and sturdy against hers, and so she leans into him, eager to be engulfed by the warmth of his embrace.
“I know that look.” He dips his head and noses at the spot behind her ear. “That’s not a ‘nothing’ smile, sweetie.”
Severine squirms at the ticklish feeling and presses her palms to his chest, but Sylus doesn’t let her get away that easily. She giggles when he begins to trail warm, fleeting kisses down the side of her neck.
“Am I not allowed to look at you?”
“Mm, look all you want,” he murmurs into her shoulder. He moves her hair to the side. “Just tell me what you’re looking for.”
The heat of his breath fanning across her skin is more enticing than it has any right to be. His next few kisses coax more gentle laughter out of her, and her mind starts to feel fuzzy around the edges. She could so easily lose herself in this moment—in him—if she wants to. Severine pushes on his chest again, and this time, Sylus relents. He lifts his head and looks down at her expectantly.
She hesitates, and she buys herself some more time by looking up and down the entire length of him. Truthfully, she isn’t sure what to say. You don’t look like you belong here doesn’t exactly inspire romance the morning after a night together.
But he doesn’t belong here. Not really. Not in her tiny kitchen. Not in Linkon. Even Sylus wouldn’t be one to deny that.
And yet he’s still here. For her.
The thought brings another, softer smile to her face. Maybe that really is enough.
“It’s honestly nothing,” she says at last. She gently runs her hand down the front of his chest, fingertips lingering over his heart. “Domesticity just looks good on you. That’s all.”
For a moment, Sylus seems taken aback. He raises his eyebrows, then lowers his gaze to her hand, saying nothing. Severine takes the opportunity to slip out of his grasp and goes to put on a pot of coffee.
Or at least, she tries to.
He’s on her again before she can get very far. He grabs her roughly by the hips, making her stumble forward, and her breath catches when his lips return to her neck.
“I see,” Sylus says, drawing out each syllable. “You think you’ve domesticated me, do you?”
He guides her to the countertop and pushes her against it—and God, he really is so tall, she thinks, his much larger frame looming over her and shrouding her in shadow. A stifled moan spills past her lips, followed by another gasp when Sylus slides his hands beneath her nightshirt.
“Sylus!” Severine laughs, heat rising to her cheeks. “The eggs—”
“Breakfast can wait,” he replies, low and quiet and full of need. He bites down on her shoulder and grins when she rewards him with another moan. “I’m hungry for something else.”
Just completed the first phase of a big project I'll be sharing on here - I've outlined a oneshot for every single Rain World ship! Yes, even that one (whatever 'that one' may be for you). Most of them are fluff nonsense - none of them are strictly jokes, and none are E-rated.
If it were just that, it would come to just over 420 fics, including Scavengers and the Chieftain Scavenger. It...doesn't.
Because for characters like Five Pebbles who changes drastically over the course of the game timeline or uses multiple names, or Artificer who between endings and what we see in the campaign changed dramatically, or Inv and Spearmaster who have "Dating Sim" versions (didn't do this for every dating sim character as that seemed a bit extreme), I added multiple 'versions' to cover those changes. And then shipped each individual version with every single other character, including themselves and each other.
The end result was a 46x46 sheet, totaling to 1081 fics + some extras as alt versions to swap out/early versions that were scrapped, and some extras featuring AU versions or characters who don't appear on the main sheet, like the talking Lizards from the Dating Sims and a couple joke fics. (As a note, I'll be tagging them all with something to the effect of 'Rain World Shipfest' to make them easy to filter out.)
Most are still in the early stages, but the project is still already over 40k words. Super excited to have some of these done and ready to share!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
Further info (tags, summary) below cut :) The fic is archive-locked, but if anyone shows interest I'll put it up under a cut on here...
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Category: F/M
Fandom: Rain World (Video Game)
Relationship: The Artificer/Five Pebbles
Characters: The Artificer (Rain World), Five Pebbles (Rain World)
Additional Tags: Drabble Sequence, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Implied/Referenced Violence, Mutual Pining, Self-Esteem Issues, Interspecies Romance, Angst with a Happy Ending, Idiots in Love, Six Drabbles, Implied/Referenced Murder, Drabble
Language: English
Published: 2024-04-05, Completed:2024-04-05
Words:600
Chapters:6/6
Summary:
Despite everything, despite the obvious, Artificer and Five Pebbles fall head over heels for one another. Both think it could never work, that the other would never feel the same, for reasons that seem obvious to both of them. Both are stuck in a death spiral of their own making, seeing themselves and their regrets in each other - and both think they're the only one to feel something about it.
Beginning Notes:
Quick note: I write Artificer (and Slugcats in general) as fully sapient, especially given their canon art and language. Thus, as difficult of a road as it undoubtedly is for them, the barriers are surmountable - they can be in a relationship that works for both of them.
