I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU A GIANT HUG I JUST WANT YOU TO BE OKAY <3
I WANT ME TO BE OKAY TOO
SO much worse has happened to me, it took me so long to build myself as a person who’s self suficient and okay and then someone destroyed me and I can’t be happy on my own again and I feel alone and I still miss this person I hate the way I sound right now like the universe owes me anything but I’m a good person, the universe SHOULD owe me something, at least something good.
I’m so loved and I have all these things but why did that have to happen? I just wanted to be ok :T
i love you, steph, thanks so much for caring about me, babe








