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#15 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

Dog toy plushies have fundamentally different souls than that of regular plushies. Unlike regular plushies, which are content with just existing (and just go to regular heaven when they get destroyed and don’t mind being resurrected), dog toys seek Valhalla. This is why you don’t need to feel bad when your dog/cat/especially strong bird rips it to shreds, because this was the warriors death they were seeking all their life

absenceofgravitas

There’s a series of statues like this down Algoma St in Thunder Bay, and I love them. When they were put up years ago as part of the neighborhood refurbishment there were some whiners who complained about the city spending money on art and I think one of them even got vandalized at some point, but in the years since they’ve quietly become a local fixture and I smile whenever I see them.

am having thoughts, proceed with caution

I wanted to write down how I'm doing but didn't want to go find one of my journals or worse, read an old journal LOL

feeling okay when I wake up sorta, I have a routine of taking care of the animals and myself that let's me kill an hour or two of time.

if I'm lucky, I'll go right to work after and let that distract me for a while. I'll go home in the middle of my shift to check on bingo and let her out, and she's always so happy to see me it cheers me up.

if I don't have work though, I'm spending most of my day trying to find things to distract myself with. I don't want to apply to other jobs cause I love my job but I can't afford rent by myself, or the car. hoping by some miracle someone buys the car. maybe I can stay where I am then.

I might play gc for a while, or talk to a friend or two, but nothing keeps my attention for too long. the place stays pretty clean when no one is really around. and I still haven't figured out how to cook for myself, I had been so lucky for two years to have someone who would not only keep me fed but made such good food.

and then the night happens. I'm almost always alone in the apartment (except for bingo and stella). I inevitably break down, I'll message a friend or two for comfort or advice but I'm probably leaning on them too much.

I can't believe how big of a mistake I've made

I love him so much, but now his family hates me and he's not sure he even wants to do it anymore. I miss his laugh, his interests, talking with him. going for coffee or a park. playing games with him. he's so handsome, and thoughtful and funny. he understood me and how I work and I felt I understood him.

we meshed so well and now it's like there's this huge ravine between us. I will do anything to get to the other side but he hesitates. I want him to understand and forgive me but he doesn't need to. he can keep going past the ravine and I can either sit and wait or find another way.

I don't like sitting by the edge like this

I hope I can find a therapist to guide me through this cause I'm at a loss for what to do

I created the ravine in the first place. its my fault. I can't support anyone. I'm only good at running away from my problems. just drop off the face of the earth right? nothing like starting over again and again and again. just move again, get a new job again, just try to forget and forget but you can't. don't face your problems it only hurts. don't admit you're wrong or flawed or need help, it only hurts.

okay the pity party didn't help lmao. I wrote it out but it feels awful. I'd rather just cathart. I'm sorry if you read this and it was about you. I miss you but you do what you need to. I'll be okay.

#if you know this post is about you #proceed with caution #its a lot of self pity that is not helpful #i just needed to write it down somewhere #me

kragehund-est

i hate when i send someone a meme in another language and they're like "uhm... translate? 😒" fucker i sent you a meme where 90% of the words have an english cognate and/or you don't need to know what they're saying to find it funny. can you at least TRY

kragehund-est

i sent this meme to 7 people, and 4 of them asked me to translate for them. i legitimately do not think that was necessary.

vickythestrange

poison-doll

i do not meaningfully speak spanish but this is still my favorite meme

allthecanadianpolitics

Chiefs and family members from northern Ontario say the Thunder Bay police force needs to be disbanded by the province.

First Nations leaders and families from northern Ontario are calling on the province’s Inspector General of Policing to disband the Thunder Bay Police Service and have a new police service investigate some of its cases.

“The Thunder Bay Police Service has turned into a cold case factory when it comes to investigations into the deaths of Indigenous Peoples. There is a complete lack of trust. Everything has broken down and it can’t be repaired. It’s like watching a disaster unfold in slow motion, and it has life-changing consequences for our members,” said Alvin Fiddler, grand chief of the Nishnawbe Aski Nation, an organization that represents 49 First Nations in northern Ontario.

“It is time for the provincial government to show they care about what is happening in Thunder Bay and disband this Service. Our families don’t need any more reports – they need action.”

Several reports since 2018 have documented systemic racism in the Thunder Bay police force and outlined how investigations into the sudden deaths of Indigenous people have been tainted by racist attitudes and stereotyping.

A confidential report obtained by APTN News found the sudden deaths of 14 Indigenous people were so poorly handled they had to be reinvestigated.

That is in addition to nine deaths that were already been reinvestigated. [...]

Tagging: @newsfromstolenland, @vague-humanoid

marleemutt

the sign 🏡❤️🐶🐶🐶🐶

90sb4by

Everything changes

electricheart

“warm and close like fresh laundry”

chuchaitiu

Feeling safe in someone's energy is a different type of intimacy. That peace of mind and security is very underrated and I cannot emphasize this enough.

orteil42

vagonca-rigo-deactivated2025070

sorting my books rn and i opened this one about graffiti on the best possible page

great-and-small

Anyone else think the “phantom cat shaver” might be an inside cat vigilante trying to send a message? This is already making some Brits say they’ll keep their cats indoors.