Havent beens too active here. Been feelings really unwell lately and fell off the face of the earth >_< we had a bad flare up of some of our chronic conditions but! Its okays now!! More energy now yay!!
Anyways curls up.. so sleepy.. i miss my source fellas.. miss my marc and my jake.. miss layla.. she was always so nice to me too. Wuh... ;; i wish they all knews how much i love them and care bouts them.. i wish i could tell marc thank yous for keeping us safe and letting me live a normal life, that i appreciate him so much for everything hes done... tell jake thank yous for always doing the dirty work but also that hes so much more than that and i wish i got to know him better... tell layla thank you for always showing kindness and being so sweet to me even if it mustve been upsetting for her to see her husband (marc) deal with this kind of disorder... (we weren't romantic in my personal memories)
I just. Feel lotsa love for those fellas and wish i had them here with me. Being a systems really hard sometimes.. i feel really lucky to have people in my life (here!!! In this body!!) who understands me and love me still despite it...