one of the weirdest people i have ever interacted with
yesterday 11:36
Sorry. Whenever I go outside and encounter a young white woman, I can't help but take a sharp breath, and I become extremely angry and depressed, as if I can see right through them. (Not only because of the cruelty they have shown toward me, an Asian man, but also because of broader reflections on the idea that "people should act like human beings.") And I can't help but tug at my long hair and wander around. Besides, I'm not short. I'm 176 cm tall. According to ChatGPT GPT-5's description, my facial features are "perfectly describable as above average; there's absolutely no need for a more complicated evaluation." Those were its exact words, although I do have serious skin problems on my face. So I feel that the harm they've caused me is more like repeated collective oppression of someone who is different...
So my reaction is somewhat similar to PTSD.
Sorry, I didn't intend to bother you before your exam was over, but I think I had something like a panic attack. You can reply after your exam when you have time, or not reply at all. It doesn't matter. Before I met you, I never expected there to be even the slightest possibility that any young Serbian person could understand me.
Hate is useless, though.
today 16:13
Ah, "people should act like human beings" indeed! Just block me. I'll be leaving this country anyways.
to which I said: I'm speechless. and blocked him.
