having anxiety and being a house md fan is great bc my neck is stiff today so I’m now convinced I have meningitis
it couldn’t possibly be my hypermobility and history of neck dislocations no no you see I have a stuffy nose and it hurts to swallow so therefore I’m dying
I want to share my experience at the the GazettE World Tour on may 19th, yeah it’s a little late, but in my defense I was recovering myself from the body pain and a flu that I caught at São Paulo me and you Reita, me and you ma dear ‘u’.
Sorry for the long text xD
The GazettE is one of the few things that I’m fan of and this was my third trying on going to their show.
On the first WorldTour, at 2013, I wanted so much went to he show, but when I got the money for the ticket it was already all sold out … it only passed 2 weeks… yeah these people are crazy xD… Anyways, in 2016, the Dogmatic World Tour, I tried another time and I was able to buy the tickets, I was so happy that I started to scream through the house “I GOT THE DAMN TICKETS!! SUCK IT WORLD!! I GOT THE FUCKING THE GAZETTE TICKETS!!!” Yeah I really did that, but then I started thinking “how the fuck am I going to São Paulo? ಠ_ಠ’ ”, I’m not a rich person and travel by bus isn’t an option for my city, so I started to ask to some of my relatives if they could help somehow, with no sucess, so project The GazettE 2016 didn’t work out too. Now, the Ninth Tour, I’ve got the tickets as a birthday gift from my mom, love you mom <3</strike>, I obviously got crazy, but I still needed a way to go to São Paulo, so I started asking my friends for selling me some miles, I realized what a wonderful and awesome friend I have, she gave me the miles and just needed to pay the passage diference, so, ticket and passage, ok -u- still needed a accomodation so I thought in maybe staying at a hostel nearby the show house and started to reserve my economy to pay the hostel and survive. Everything was going alright, until my cat got a emergency and I needed to spent all my enconomies, I was hopeful that I could regain the lost money, but the house debts was increasing and becoming more hardful to regaing it. I fell into deep depresion, almost got expeled from home and almost every day was having a anxiety crisis. The days was passing and still didn’t knew what to do, until my friend offered to pay the accomodation… I really didn’t wanted to accepted, but I didn’t saw another way and I accepted again the offer. I swear that when I get the money I’ll pay her back but now I’m so very thankful for her managing this dream ;u;
Inside the show house, everything was awesome, the vip area had no grid, oh how I wondered to be at the vip area ;u;, at least I got the grid at the geral area. The people was so excited that everytime a staff passed through the stage they cheered as it was the band, it was nice and funny ahuahau.
The band was so comfy that a little bit more they would have been in the middle of the people xD they even spoke a little of portuguese. Everytime they approched the public, the people went crazy. Initially, the people touched then like were touching sometinhg fragile but later more they were almost taking a piece of them, and I was screaming in disgrace wishing to be there ಥ_ಥ but beside all that the band seemed to be enjoying all.
When they started to play Abhor God it was simply perfect, everybody with the hands in the air throwing to Ruki doing the back vocal while Ruki was singing and I never expected they would play Silly God Disco or Shiver, perfection resumes everything.
I don’t handle doing headbanging for a long time ‘cause I get really dizzy, but the show was so exciting that I didn’t even bothered in almost collapsing 3 times in the middle of the show ahuahau, but I didn’t so everything was fine :D, until the middle of the show my neck was killing me but I didn’t stop headbanging.
At the end of the show, when they thrown the guitar picks, the people went so crazy that got to the floor and Aoi got so worried that asked if the people were alright e asked for apologies, so cute. (づ￣ ³￣)づ
A stiff neck, flu and a perfect show…. worth it <3<br>
I wish to go vip or meet&greet next time :D
I’m really so damn happy right now (◕‿◕✿)
If you read all this I really appreciate it, you are on a special place in my heart -u-
‘Till thursday I post the next pages from the Rufus comic.
The magnolia conceals the ever weary eyes, restless ears, stifled mouths, but not the ensnared, internalized mentality of want and wait we've come to firstly know. I am weak; drawn in over and over again by a Weaver, an Angler, the (cycle) restarts. Our disguises are real similar, but unfortunately parallel. Difference is they have more experience and a natural advantage. Our distractions are fun for a while aren't they| when you want to hide from the world again, find me on the balcony, at the fountain or near the window in the spot we know well
