endlessly
falling downstairs
slipped or pushed maybe
flailing
helplessly
trying to regain
balance
thinking
ah it's happening
making it
a way of life
years and years
unbalanced
knocked down
unable to stop
unable to stand
here it goes
here it comes
hurtling
stumbling
not a clean
freefall
into a wide abyss
deep deep
more like
hopelessly
trapped
between narrow walls
struggling
unable to stop trying
unable to start succeeding
nothing to grab onto
pull against
no railing
no helping hand
alone in the dark
ouch
what was that
anyway
any bit of luck
comes tagged with
failure
and the price
comes due
presumably
there is something
at the end
but nobody
really knows
what