#stolaskin

[nabbit-unmasked]

One of the great things about being Stolace is that I have a human disguise by default. To ease dysphoria, I like to pretend that something happened with my magic that made me get stuck in a permanent human body.

I'm also on the hunt for glasses that look like this! In the show, I used them to help me feel more like myself while being stuck as a human. I think it would be special to do the same thing now :)

(If anyone finds a really close match somewhere online, please do send a link to me!)

[fictionkinfessions]

been feeling a lot of guilt around the trial and leaving octavia with stella. im so sorry, baby bird. i made such a terrible mistake. i would trade him for you a million times over. i broke my promise to you and im so, so deeply sorry. i hope you can forgive me. i love you. youre my daughter forever and always. you should have come first. i was too wrapped up in my own emotions to even think about how what i was doing would effect you and im aware of how horribly wrong it is. i miss you, via. i love you So Much.

- Stolas (#🔮🌌🌙)

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[nabbit-unmasked]

I don't know how many Blitz kins/fictives need to hear this, but...

I've always been chill with u! Our fuck ass canon doesn't define us, and it definently doesn't make me think any less of you :)

I didn't watch full moon for the sake of my mental health, but whatever happened there doesn't have to be true here.

[nabbit-unmasked]

Fictionkin posts are flopping lately, but can you blame me when my shifts are constantly just this pattern?

I haven't felt like an animal in like, a week.

At any given time, I'm either human brained or one of these mfs.

Sorry to all the therians that follow my blog and are feed up with hazbin and helluva on their page lol

[nabbit-unmasked]

Good news! I'm disconnected enough from my source to be able to watch the new episode of Helluva Boss coming out today (The Full Moon), but I ammm going to have to wait one more week to watch it. I want to finish up school first and get all of that stress out of the way since I'll probably feel kind of down afterwards.

But, because it's coming out today and I interact with fandom posts a normal amount, I am gonna have to block my own tag for the rest of this week and next.

Also, I don't think anyone would do this, but just in case:

Please don't reblog, comment, dm, or send an ask about how I'm feeling with the new episode. I'm not ready to engage with it, and source talk can be quite distressing, especially when it comes to me and Blitz. /lh

[nabbit-unmasked]

If I couldn't get through a 2 minute trailer of the rest of season 2, theres no way I'm gonna be able to watch Full Moon.

Stolace is my strongest kin, and anytime I see myself I just get more into the headspace that I am him. You could imagine that wouldnt go well in an angst episode centered around me and my main issue right now.

I also couldn't stand seeing Blitz feel that way, not sure I could stand watching it to the end. I'm just not ready yet :/

[nabbit-unmasked]

Feeling really Stolace tonight, especially since the solar eclipse is happening for me tomorrow!

The only thing that sucks is that if I had my normal eyes, I would be able to look at the sky just fine. Sadly I'm stuck with human eyes :(

Thinking of making myself my own Grimoire too and getting some kin clothes, maybe even finishing that mask I started a while ago :3

[fictionkinfessions]

Octavia, my darling, you deserved so much better. I am so sorry that I couldn’t give you what you deserved. And I am so sorry you felt as though you had to be brought up just because of circumstance. You are worth so much more. - 🦉 (stolas / helluva boss)

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