So I lost some friends fairly recently, and I'm managing okay, I mean- I'm not alone or anything, I still have lots of friends and a boyfriend and stuff
But the system who stopped being my friend- the host was fictionkin of Fizzarolli (I think it was the host anyway- ig I never had them confirm)
And not just Fizzarolli, *my* Fizzarolli
The Fizz who was canon divergent in the same way I am, in that he's my brother
We shared memories of growing up together and- idk man, it just feels kinda lonely now, not having a canon divergence buddy or whatever tf it's called
I met another Fizz (not sure if they were a fictive or a kin), and they don't have the same memories, I can't just go to any version of him about this
I've been struggling with my Blitz memories lately and it would've been kinda nice to have my brother around- even if I am better off without the system as a whole
But hey, guess we're a bit more canon now; with me losing someone close to me again lmao /hj