I hate people. I hate learning to trust people. I hate that even sometimes I know I'm better off alone in my sanctuary, there's a piece of me that wishes I could have girls friends. The kind of girl friends that'll just drop by with some dank bud, or a bottle of wine, or a good case of beer. The ones that'll hit you up any time of the day, whether it's to talk shit for no reason or just to send stupid ass pics. I just need a lil clan of girlie friends to kick it with. Spontaneous, planned, whatever. I'm 20 yrs old and haven't had that kind of friendship since the beginning of high school. I need to stop being alone.