I am ready
My new life will be starting soon. I am terrified but I am ready. I have people in my life that love me for the kinky, free spirit that I am. I have people in my life that love me for the light I bring. I am beginning to know that my Light will always surround me, always protect me. A spiritual woman like me will always attract hurt or broken men to my life and I hope that I can help them in some way. I know that I am here on this plane to help heal but I am not sure how.
There are times when I feel like a feral dog in that I want to stay hidden in the dark to nurse my wounds but I know that in order to heal, I need to get out. I am scared. I will get use to the quiet. I will get use to having the bed all to myself. I will get use to having to cook for just myself and maybe my new place won’t be as cluttered or messy as this place is. Shit...you know just talking about this is giving me anxiety.













